tired

i'm getting really tired of jc life. lectures and tutorials eeww. but i guess it's bearable when i read up and actually understand what the teachers are talking about,so i'm trying hard to do that for now. as for kayak, today was our land training and we had to hold a pole and pretend we were rowing the boat during a competition. it was extremely humiliating because all the guys kept laughing at us and two of them kept telling me that my pole was slipping out of my hands. felt so weak and lousy then, but i'm too tired to worry about that now. sometimes i wonder what i'm doing in kayaking, because i am doubtful of my ability to actually bring back a medal for vjc. anyway i shall think about that some time later.

hmmm hostel has been pretty fun lately, with rui yi shirley fritz ivy stella and daniel. they're all super nice and entertaining esp when im bored. i keep telling myself how lucky i am to have them in hostel. ah, i foresee that we will be good friends :) what with all the walks to macs in siglap link, our dinners together, our ghost story sessions at the park, our movie-watching. oh dear i'm feeling rather sentimental now haha. well if any one of you sees this, thanks for the company, i really appreciate it.

alright, i should end off now to get some work done. takecare all and have a good week!