lalala

do you find yourself staring into space for hours?

do you get momentary headaches when you see a pile of midyear papers on your desk?

do you toss and turn in bed at night, worrying about the thousands of things you have yet to study?

WELCOME TO THE CLUB!!
haha it's been a hell of a week. i got much more studying in than i did the weeks before, but somehow i dun think it's enough. feel somewhat unprepared. but it's very comforting to see everyone else struggle. haha and my roommate plays some warrior princess game on her laptop 24/7. either she's got brains the size of a watermelon or she's decided to settle for the dreaded Es and Fs. hey frankly ild welcome a D grade. bio chem and math are ok cause i studied but LIT oh LIT.. ive been neglecting you!!

kayaks been slightly better. im still super stressed over it but last training made me somewhat happier. i hope we stay that way and improve!

sometimes i wonder what it would be like to have everything go the way i want. to sleep in peace at night. to love every part of my life. sigh. nowadays it seems like the only times when i am happy and contented are during my meals. a big thank you to mr king for the mushroom swiss i had tonight. ohwell, people. have a nice life :) if things suck, im sure they'll work out sooner or later. i mean, they better or else!