sigh.

life was going loveeeeeeeelyyyyyy and peaceful until TODAY.

1)i had to go to school from 9-4pm. after exams. *screams* for a course called "planning your medical career". fine i signed up for it so i can't complain but it just hit me today how annoying it is to have to go to school after i've spent 2 weeks behaving like a homeless movie addict. anyway it's over. i just have to prepare a poster and go to sch on fri from 12-4. not too bad.

2)daddy issues. i don't care how awful ppl think their dads are you can't imagine what it's like being me. i know i'm lucky cause i've been living away from home for what 7 years, but it's still painful and sometimes i feel my whole life revolves around pleasing the unpleasable hulk. its like constantly living in fear of setting off a mini-time bomb which harms not only me, but people that i <3 when it goes off. btw this time-bomb can continue functioning after exploding. ah, life can't be perfect. right?

huay shan