nostalgia

hello everybody! WARNING: LONG POST AHEAD. i didn't go to school today and for sports day cause i felt pretty bad when i woke up this morning and last night. eh ppl im sick,didnt pon k. haha coughing up alot of phlegm and had some sharp pain in my head this morning. but after the medicine im feeling pretty good now. WELL! it's been a hectic week. let's start with odac/kayak.

ODAC/KAYAK
well i was training on monday when suddenly a teacher in charge of odac called my name and gave me the eyeball,before barking out in a tone of extreme disbelief, " you're in kayak too?" i really didn't know how to respond,so i hurriedly jabbed my thumb at poor innocent sara and said " her too! she's in kayak and odac too!" honestly i feel abit embarrased when ppl find out that im in both. i think it sorts of bring to mind some sort of confused creature who cannot decide between two ccas and therfore helplessly tries to juggle both. well,training on monday was bad. i felt really shagged. we had to sprint 5 times around the school. despite mr teo's constant protesting that one round was lest than 1 km, i am sorry to say that i do not believe him.i cannot remember where i heard it but someone told me before that one round is 1.2 km. ouchh! it was a horrible day alright. but as always i felt good after the training.
i have an odac initiation on sat,which im skipping kayak for. oh and yes last friday we newly selected odac freshmen were asked to carry out our first assgt-carrying chairs to the hall for the teacher-parent talk! it was horribly tiring and terrible but the odacers made it bearable. i love it that it's so easy to talk to everyone. thats one thing abt odac. it makes me happy. as for kayak,i love kayaking but the competitive factor in it can really turn me off sometimes. but ppl like EUNICE PEIYING(peiying is back!my peipei!) really make kayak bearable and wonderful to me. they're really good friends and i wanna do all i can to repay all that they have done for me. tho i pei's case i may have to spend all my life trying to repay her!

STUDIES
they're going fine i guess?not fantastic but alright. bio enzymes test that day was alright better than the proteins one cause i actually studied for it. haha chem test next week is driving me mad but i guess i have no choice but to cram for it. now im worrying about the thing im sure many ppl out there are worrying abt- project work PI!! haha but all said, although im worried abt the pile of work on my table, i think its alright. ill still survive:)

FRIENDS
hey you all out there im loving you guys! deb im feeling lost from you a lil. i guess its cause uve been busy with council and debate but talk to me! sometimes i feel that u prefer him and elise's him to me. but i still love u anyhows. really.
as for kayak,like i mentioned im loving the girls,all of them yes and CAROL i forgot to mention for totally being supportive and nice all e time.wish i could be of help to her when she's all stressed and tired out too. odacers, haha i cant wait to see what they have in store for us on sat.
class, congrats to CHENG WEI for being the president of the CT council! haha sorry for the many salutes but hey i think u deserve it. all e best! ure a good friend to have depsite ure extreme sentimentalities! and to my bestie,vanessa chong.doubt she'ld see this but thanks dearie for being so supportive all e time from afar. and for all e small notes. ill always keep u in mind dear! oh and maybe i should add a side note to my angel/mortal clement who has been very nice and supportive all this while in every thing,in my cca dilemma, my previous concerns abt staying in vj and getting into odac. doubt he'll see this either but thanks!

NOSTALGIA
i was at toa payoh last week making my new glasses when i suddenly realised how much i miss secondary school life. how i missed badminton trainings and how much i missed being in chij tp. i miss feeling secure with my friends,being retarded in class, pissing the twins off with my random noises,sleeping in class, turning around to annoy jalene and chang,i miss running around tp sports hall,i miss jasminedawnamanda, i miss going to my twinnies' house for sleepovers,i miss watching them cram for tests and whacking each other, i miss opening marianne's tupperware everyday and checking what bread her mom prepared for her,i miss eric tan and his corny lessons, (i miss roger!) i miss trainings, when we would all fool around during games,i miss our footwork,our drills, i miss how good it felt after training when we would all walk to the bus stop and i miss our holiday trainings,when jasmine and dawn and manda and i would hang around either eating or rubbishing. i miss bitching abt coach and discussing his girlfriend, i miss walking around ijtp and yelling HELLO to miss nicole teo, i miss smiling at mrs selvam,i miss sweating like buts during assembly,i miss my pets and al our talks and times together, i miss oldham hall, i miss my friska, i miss lien, i miss studying right in front of the study room window,i miss throwing random paper balls at the ppl studying at the study room, i miss pulling jillian's pajama pants down, i miss giggling over trashy novels with katlyn, i miss the dinners at oldham,where we would bet on the amount of helpings of dinner lien would take,i miss watching lien's expression when she realised we had stolen a portion of her food,i miss waiting for the dining hall aunty to go to the kitchen before i would sprint to the counter to steal an extra watermelon,i miss checking my reflection in the oldham lift mirror. i miss it all so much.somehow these are times that i can never forget. i miss everything and everybody that was a part of my sec school life!

ok its a really long entry,i wonder who made it thru reading this. if u see this, please tag so that ill know who actually bothers to read this. haha but nvm i just wanted to have it all out. well takecare all and have a good long weekend. :)