bad day

hello! today was a really weird day. mixture of a lot of things. well i'll start with my ccas.

pulled out(sounds ever so much better than quit,doesn't it?) from odac today. i've been thinking bout it for some time and i think it's the right decision. well and i was touched when ppl like huihui, szehan,wilson,jonathan,alvin and wenhui came up and expressed their concerns about it. very touched,guys! appreciate it! wish i could still be a part, but i think this is for the best. and i feel ultra bad cause of some seniors. they've done quite a bit to get me this far in odac and i feel like i'm being selfish by giving it up now. i'm really sorry.

kayak today and ytd. OHGOD. ytd was six rounds of circuits,around 600 push ups and i cant remember how many dibs. today was six rounds sprinting. haha but today's sprint was quite amusing. frankly my mental strength is quite bad. i lagged behind in a few rounds and was among the first few in some rounds. was quite flattered when nat told me i was weird cause im fast at times and slow at times. but i wish i was as strong mentally as peiying. girl,you're my hero. and to ruiyi-good job girl for completing ure sprints. takecare and let's jiayou ok.

i feel bad like im pangseh-ing my buddies alot these few days. im sorry bout the choir concert, debo and elise. i will make it up to you guys. i know im always saying that but i will!

ok gtg now. some guy waiting for the comp. well tc all and have a good week!