happy days again

i quote- girls, your performance today was generally impressive. and your standard is okay. today wasn't an easy task but you could take it. not bad.

WAHLAU!! now only you know?? haha i was quite insulted at first when he said my running was "like that only ah?" i mean. ooh on monday when dear dear chinghui paced me i clocked 23:57. of course my ego would balloon at the sight of those numbers on my stopwatch! he hurt my feelings today. haha but when he said halfway through that those banned could resume training if we "survived" today's MAD 8 km circuit thingaling, i felt at ease. i mean, he's a HARD POK but i saw him flirting with a wee little kid and i thought. AH HAH. he's a softie at heart. so aiyah,im not pissed anymore.

feel extremely tired. but im growing to love canoeing more and more. and im glad for that. it's not so much the trainings cause FRANKLY i have yet to figure out why the ratio of the running we do to the actual CANOEING we do is like 5:0. no offence to the trackers but i really think i can put up a good fight with any tracker! i mean what's not to love. there's fatty ruiyi, "pretty" peiying, chinghui the thief, discreetly encouraging and determined puiyee, shoe-wearing sharon.. they've been making my ordeal so much more tolerable! another quote i just heard- "fairly tolerable's not enough,you've gotta love it!" well,yeah. i don't like love it love it like, oh my GOD whoopie it's training! but i think i'm getting there. cause im starting to understand what wilfred owen, this super emo guy who wrote the war poetry im doing for lit, means when he says that great love sprouts out when people are thrown into hardship tgt. so guys, i love you all. like, seriously.

classmates, thank you. elise lina wanyun deborah elica. what do i do without you ??

byebye people. i've got chem and gp tests tmr. rmb if things suck that they'll always get better if only you persevere through the sucky times. i mean, the sucky parts are what make the good parts feel so.. GOOD! :)