I'm tired(mentally, not physically).

i've got lots of work. but it can't be, you say. if you've got time to blog you must be really free! but no that's a misconception many people have. because i am blogging when i am supposed to be working, i am not completing the work i ought to be completing and hence my work is piling up and ta da! back to point one: i've got lots of work. ....... depressing point no. 1.

i'm not unhappy unhappy but i'm not happy meh :( they've got us reading papers and doing groupwork every alternate week and it's like combining cucumbers with ketchup on a burger! two things i HATE put together! UGHH .......... depressing point no. 2.

i cannot express how much i hate being a social outcast when i never had to worry about socialising when i was in sg. it's that whole become disabled/born disabled argument all over again. i'ld rather have been a social outcast all my life so it doesn't feel so horrible now! .......... depressing point no.3.

ok i'm thinking about it now and i think the only thing ruining my life right now is my tutorial group. hahahahhaahaha funny how 15 people can get me down so badly. i have friends outside it enough to keep me chirpy and pleased but tutorials ughh....................

ok lah. stop whining. interesting stories time?

1) lizbeth is coming this thurs to save me(:
2) going to amsterdam for a bit in dec to visit an old hostel friend-rizka. have yet to book tix though meh.
3) now that i'm no longer in my old tutorial group they all want to be my friends. i'm not kidding. maybe it's something about classrooms that makes me un-befriendable.
4) oh badminton was fun =) me likey.
5) erica has season 1-10 of friends which is not helping any of our(me and other housies) progress with work.

that's all for now. bye now.

huayshan