birthday blues :(

im blogging twice in a day, this shows what a sadass i am.

but ive read 3 lectures ok so im not entirely a horrible person.

just to say i just suddenly feel very the sad that i wont be celebrating my birthday among those who love me :(

at the same time i dont want to celebrate with people who i dont feel that close to too, so i told the few (not so close) friends that didn't go home that i'm going to london for my birthday.

i'll be in bed sulking meh =(

i'm going to email my mom now to ask her if i can drown my sorrows in the shopping centre.

heee.

huayshan