busy/ tragic week

this week has been tragic. i received some shocking and sad news this week. it came very unexpectedly and it has set me thinking. there have been so many of such incidents this past few weeks. it's really sad but yet, it's a fact of life. death comes and is part of life. we just have to accept it. of course, it is difficult and it's a terrible feeling. this is my first time dealing with it, i'm just grateful that i have never experienced a loss of someone close. indeed, life is fragile. it's terrible to know that it takes a passing to make me realise how i should treasure life and the people around me because it could just end like that. it's just one of those sad facts of life. still, life has to go on, and we need to be strong to pull through. but yes, we can do it together. thank you to all who have helped me through this trying period of time, esp belly, jen, stella, shan, chang, and all those who've helped in one way or another. you guys are greatly appreciated! love :)

well, on a lighter note, i met up with my favourite people in ij! it was a blast! it's been a while since we've got the class together and it was awesome :) i really miss the good ol' ij days. it just seems like yesterday since the life changing self awareness camp and the os and prom and all those outings! i really love 4/2 and i miss you guys lots! thanks for sunday :) i really enjoyed myself and it was great catching up! :) love you guys to a tiny million bits! here're some snap shots!






today marked the end of the hectic week. i must say, it was horrible. ah well, heck, at least it's over. now it's time to move on to train and study. important friendly next week. it's time to let out my aggression. haha. trainings have been good. coach has come back and i've learnt quite a bit. looking at the j1s remind me of myself, one year ago, being so timid and afraid. how far we've come as a team :) looking back just makes me swell with pride :) i love the team. all the best for saturday and next thursday! we can do it guys!! speaking of training, the field has been in the worst of conditions! there are a million sandflies and the holes in the field are disgusting! running in the field is like running through mini hills! the holes are shit! they've caused so much injuries and yet, there's nothing we can do about it. seriously, fuck it.

alright, it's been a long day/week. i need to get a good night's rest! i miss it so much :) take care all and have a good weekend :)