ohno

okay people.
rub your eyes.
stretch your arms high above your head.
look at this closely.

i am stressed out.

haha super anti-climax right, i bet you were prepared to see something more phenomenal like, i'm actually a man or something. okay ANYWAY! first off, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANYUN! next. OH GOD i wish i hadn't stayed to watch the seniors collect their a level results. i ended up with really mixed feelings and now i'm kinda feeling like poo and about ten minutes ago i opened my bio textbook, shrieked, and tossed it into my laundry basket.

common test is coming.
stress is settling in.
it's a pretty common sight now to see walking zombies around vj, and well, empty lecture halls. you hear endless murmurs saying things like-wah my head pain damnit and how am i going to finish studying this crap?i've been suffering from insomnia and my souvenir from the pole hugging expedition HURTS LIKE CRAP.i'm even losing hair, and nope, it's not because of over-consumption of maggi mee, it's cause i have recently developed the bad habit of yanking out my hair whenever i get a question wrong. soon, i'll be best friends with terence cao and beijing 101. arghhh.

i hate mendel and his pea pods. like i said. eating peas will never be the same again. i'll always think about the PAIN i am going through now to learn about why peas behave the way they do.

it's simply exasperating. it's simply frustrating. i just realised that mental strength is one of the most important things a person can have. and i'm slowly losing mine. but seeing my seniors today kind of sent a boost of adrenaline through me. will it last? i don't know. sorry lah if i'm emo-ing. sigh. a girl has to BE a girl. oh man.

seeyouallaround.