a long update

well, it's been a really long time since i've last updated. i've been rather lazy. heh.

for those who are interested to know, my life is centred round rugby, studies and music right now. i kinda like it this way except for the studying bit of course!

firstly, rugby has been a blast! contact rugby sessions are definitely in full swing and to think the competition is in 3 days. it's pretty scary. but friendlies have gone pretty ok so far. we've had a total of 4 friendlies and i must say, they are totally different from trainings! during trainings, i'm so afraid to bring people down because they are my team mates after all, so it's natural that i feel quite reserved. on the field, however, all that hesitation and fear just dissolves and i become a totally different person. someone who only sees the ball. someone who will do whatever it takes to get that ball and prevent the other team from scoring. it's scary really, but it's fun! in a way, i'm excited about the competition. of course, i'm scared, especially after seeing the freak accident on friday. i hope the 2 rp girls are recovering fine! well, at least it's coming to an end on wednesday! but still, i think i'll miss contact! at least there's still touch to look forward to :)

speaking of touch, the touch training we had last week was horrendous! i can't believe myself! i seemed to have flushed whatever i've learnt down the toilet bowl! it sucks, really. i'm really disappointed with myself and i'm sorry for letting the team down. i really need to and want to work hard to ensure that my skills don't rot any further and improve! competition's at the end of the month. that leaves me about 3 weeks to regain whatever i had before. scary, no? it's alright. must keep positive and we'll pull through together! we must! as for now, we shall be fearless and go go for contact! we can do it girls!

on a lighter note, team bags have arrived! :) yay! it's huge but it's good for training and camps and what not! for now, let's focus on moulding our mouth guards! heh. oh well, pictures!

team bags :)

after friday's friendlies :)

i'm actually quite excited! my parents have become members of modesto! yay! :) discounts galore! :) yay! i love the food there! their special pasta is so good! it's really fresh and smooth! the chicken they have is so juicy and soft too! ahhhh :) their deserts are heavenly! best crepes i've tasted! and the soup! MY GOD! the tomato is thick but not too rich and they're not stingy with the seafood! so much clams, mussels, prawns and squids! wow :) and the coffee there! it's chocalatey and sweet! just the way i like it! wheee :) alright, shall stop before i drool. haha!



i've begun listening to queen again! i think they're the best band ever! their backups are amazing! they enhance the emotions of the song and it's real good! it's a pity Freddie Mercury passed away. my only regret is not being able to see them live in concert. i'd think it would be a blast! arctic monkeys are great too! their guitar solos are awesome! wow. at least my music life is looking up! zee! songs please? :)



alright, that's an update of my life! take care all and have a good week ahead! shall be back for an update after the competition!

3 days away!