ask me why i hate exams. go on, ask me.

welll... i hate exams cause of the pre-exam period. classic i tell you, i'm always, ALWAYS in the same state before a major exam:

1)i do nothing but study(45%), and worry about studying(55%)

2)i get obsessed with something sweet and start eating it all the time, esp when i feel very stressed. during O's i was obsessed with white kitkat, during A's i was obsessed with maltesers, now i'm obsessed with chocolate coated caramel shortcakes. i have 4 in my room now. and the minute the chocolate coated caramel shortcake count goes down to 2, i panic and go and buy 3 more.

3)i start wearing glasses all the time and look very dumb shoving it up my nose every few minutes, esp when i'm walking back or talking to someone or when i'm carrying lots of books and i have to do a little jiggle to shove the glasses up and balance my books at the same time. i look like one of those ladies you see on the street that looks afraid of everybody, avoids eye contact and mutters to herself.

4)i LOSE SLEEP. from anxiety.

5) i spend almost an entire day in only one place. during O's it was the study room in hostel, during A's it was marine parade library cafe, now it's the school library. and i start making friends with the other geeks around me. and the housemistresses that switch off the lights/counter girl at the cafe/librarians.

story of my life.

boring and monotonous.

meep.

i cant wait zoo be back. zo i can zhop zhop and eat eat and start being ME again. you know, bouncing around, saying the randomest stupid things to annoy people, slapping everyone, ahh....

ooh i feel a poo coming. been constipated. right gottago then!

huayshan