My real birthday post.

Hello.

(oh first off HI KEN!! can i just say that i randomly thought abt u a few times when i was here cause you're lucky enough to have a name that doesn't get butchered by the silly system here? my name's huay yuen for God's sake!!)

Right, so I'm 21, can't squirm my way outta this one no more.

What did I do?

........ nth much. Borriinngg.

Last night I went over to a friend's house for an international nye gathering, not many people there, a couple I knew, a couple I didn't and some I've seen around but never got to know. It was nice having company- lotsa eating/talking shit/movie watching. I honestly didn't think they knew it was my birthday but one of them knew so i got a lovely tiramisu cake(: i actually didn't want to celebrate my birthday with ppl i wasn't close to,but these people were nice so I'm glad.

And... not proud of it and I don't mean to sound like some act-cool person but my peaceful friends went to sleep at 1 so I couldn't watch movies anymore and I had to wait for my other friends to walk back with me so I had no choice but to sit in the kitchen and play drinking games, something about picking a card and each card meaning something. needless to say, everyone had their fingers pointed at me when it came to choosing a drinking partner and despite frantically eating apples to try and soak up the alcohol(does that even work???) i got very dizzy and red and had to eventually retire to the bathroom to uh clean my system.

NEVER AGAIN but at least I did it on my 21st(:

Was alright after that and walked home, all cheery and happy.

Today was relatively uneventful but lots of well wishes from people so I can't complain. birthdays actually let me know how many people ACTUALLY love me. you can tell.. those who just post a happy birthday on my wall i dont give a shit about but those who add a little personal something into the message, i love plenty! and if someone sends you a message(phone/facebook/email) or CALLS, that person loves you. ((((:

got a few texts/calls from people from school which made me smile cause I don't have the massive network of friends here that I have back home but I have enough to make me happy.

as for my dearests back home,

it's hard to make me feel loved since most of you are abt well.. 13 hours away, but the fact that you can make me feel that way shows me what a lucky girl i am.

EBF is coming tmr. So how can I complain?

huayshan

---i'ld also like to say i woke up to see a very loving and heartwarming text from my father. it was lovely (:

p/s up next: i show you what i mean when i say i have the most retarded(but lovable!!) friends, courtesy of shilpa, maziah and the producers of gay pornography.