about me.

im just sitting here in my bed feeling relieved about not needing to wake up early tomorrow, and looking through old emails and msges(i like doing this when im bored) and it got me thinking. yes, again. i know. i think too much.

but anyway i read a couple of emails that i sent to people and i cant stop cringing, i've said and done so many things in the past that i regret! and i cant help wondering if things would have turned out differently if i had behaved differently.

been a depressing past few days, am scared shitless about next year and of course results day next week but lets not go there shall we.

this is supppeeeeer random but this girl who's.. not sure how many years older-she was a j2 when i was a sec1- anyway she got together with her boyfriend when i knew her, we were roommates and she's lovely, i love her, she used to get upset when the annoying housemistresses threatened to tell her parents abt him if they didnt break up but of course they never did, and now 8 years later they are going strong and are engaged and i couldnt be happier. i feel like hunting down that stupid housemistress and telling her this. she was such a bitch she really was. she confiscated my phone once cause i was msging during study time. never liked her since. heh. i hold a grudge.

gonna watch next! heard it was good. night world.

huayshan