about a lot a lot a lot of things

yay internet is here!

so massive update:

been abt a month of school and it's officially all hospitals and no med school and i am loving it. it's a very different kind of teaching- we have to be very super keen to learn and i thought everyone would be naturally keen but it's actually a lot harder to stay enthusiastic than u would think. i love the firm i'm in which is the group that ur meant to go round with- but everyone's got different learning styles so i go round with two guys who are very very nice and we get along very well cause we're equally keen and have similar patterns of tiredness hehe.

have realised, thankfully that i enjoy what i do- but am constantly worrying about whether im ever going to be good enough. spend most of the day talking to old men, poking their bellies and trying to snag the last slot at a blood/diabetic/heart clinic. even elise got her slot stolen from someone. any budding 3rd years out there, one rule- BE VICIOUS.

funny story that just happened- i have a nursing shift tmr that starts at 7 and no bus can get me there that early- so i had asked this one guy who also has it at 7 to give me a lift and he said yes, and to text him. which i did, and i rang him twice but he didnt reply. so frustrated and anxious, i marched to a friend's house, asked him for another friend's number and asked that friend where the guy lived. then i marched down to his house, hammered his door down and a very sleepy him came to the door bewildered to see a frustrated chinese girl spluttering her apologies and begging for a lift in tomorrow.

HEH.

also, i go on call this fri from 8pm to 8 am with one of my firm mates- EXCITING!

be back soon (: its all going to be very medicine based though im sorry :( :(

huayshan