about my greatest passion

FOOD.

i swear. i'm not one of those skinny girls that keep talking about how much they eat and how much they love to eat(but secretly starve themselves) to show that they can "eat" plenty and still stay slim. i'm a genuine food lover.

i honestly have food on the mind all day. i look forward to my meals although i eat at extremely unregular hours.sometimes i feel guilty for all the food i eat and go for a run to drop off some of those calories but most of the time i just dont care, BURP. i've also been on diets(usually lasts a day) when i binge too much the day before. but it never works. FOOD! makes me high, rocks my world. i just ordered macs. i'm always perplexed when it comes to ordering macs at night-

PROS:
1)i'll be happy and full
2)i won't be miserable the whole night

CONS:
1)expensive leh..
2)fats pile on
3)i'll feel guilty the next day

But ohwell. haven't ordered macs for about a month now so it's about time! (:

i especially love eating with good friends who eat as much as i do. my favourite eater is definitely miss PANG RUIYI. she's the only person i know who's capable of eating as much as i can. and we have the same post-macs-syndrome. wake up the next morning moaning about being fat and unhealthy and flabby. haha! and i loveee well-stocked refrigerators. ah. i think i'm this way cause my parents were SUPPER-supporters. we ate a lot at night when i was young. my mom always came back late at night(around 11+) and she would bring back tons of food(there was always a pasar malam near her office and her students' parents always brought her food as a form of gratitude,my mom's the best eng teacher you'll ever find) so i would eat with her when she came back at night. eventually got used to it (:

okay just a random desire to blog about this. ask me out for makan soon!

CLARA
(my new favourite name cause of lina's uh-hum hall "enemy")