nostalgia

going back to nj to watch the walk in brought back so many memories. it was really fun to watch and i must say it looked great for all the houses! even though i miss school a lot, it just seems different. perhaps it's because the usual people weren't there. nonetheless, i'm glad i went back. seeing the school again really brought back so much. i remember orientation, first three months, trainings, mugging in ca4 etc. these memories will always hold a special place in my heart. i never knew i'd miss school this much. seriously.

2008 brings change. i guess one of the biggest change is the fact that there's no school to go back to. i feel so old and strange watching students in their uniforms going back to school while i am not part of them. one of the reasons is probably because there's no familiar routine to go back to. not being able to see everyone everyday again is just heartbreaking. of course, we'll still keep in touch, but it'll never be the same again. i guess it's just one of those things in life. i really wish i were peter pan. then i'll never have to grow up. seriously, i'd much rather have my school life back.

then again, we all have to grow up, face life and move on. sad as it is, that's life.

still, i'm glad for the friends that have stuck by me this new year. you guys know who you are :) you are greatly appreciated (yes, even if you're in some foreign land far away from here). you are the ones that keep me sane and happy even though it might suck in the real world. much love and gratitude always, <3>

so here's to 2008, a new year, lots of changes. good luck to all of us!