about being surprised.

just thought i'ld spice up the blog with a picture that displays the face that i usually make everytime tells me something i don't know about. Use xx to treat yy, *make face*. Press xx to assess for yy, *make face*.

ANYYYWAAAYY today i was uber keen and went to hospital on a saturday at 8am to go on call, a-lone. almost didnt go but am glad i did, doctor i followed was so nice and i got to take more blood, AND AND exciting bit- i took two alone without any supervision!! *bounces around*

i've been terrified of doing it but i've overcome my fear, whooop! it's just that sometimes i cannot imagine myself ever being able to function once i graduate and it's so nice when i am able to do things i never thought i could do. It's like i've always felt like this whole thing has been a haze and a dream and that somehow i'll never end up practising cause i'll definitely fail at some point-im just waiting for that day to come. but it feels to me like the more fears i overcome, the closer i am to it.

gonna rest today! deserve it :))

ps im sorry if it seems like im bragging i really don't mean to but im just genuinely so happy and excited!

huayshan