as the day draws neaRER

i get scaredER. haha i wish i could be at elises now. i would be early and i would give her a hug and bully her scary cat. and then proceed to eat her food.

this coming fri!!! let's see. 6 more days. I keep thinking of new things to bring haha. im bringing hangers now cause i just realised i have this compartment that can be used to slot hangers without taking up much space! and my huge luggage isn't really a trolley bag you kinda have to pull it differently and i was practicing pulling it and i wound up with bruised toes. piece of shit. sure make a fool of myself in the airport one. then i'm NERVOUS NERVOUS. NERVOUS!!!! nervous. NERVOUS. i don't want to go i rather go back to singapore and stay within my comfort zone oh dear lord. please let it not be as bad as i'm making it out to be. thank you. brrrrrrrr.

i need a table lamp. Man! another thing to add to my list.

huayshan