i'm a lazy bugger. and a lucky one too.

eh friends ah. remember the test i had in january? the one i was raving on and on about when i was back in dec? like halfway during class outings/outings i would moan "i have to bloody study when i go back! *whines*" remember????? the one i told ppl who asked me about it that i would fail?

i really thought i would fail, i swear. i'm totally not the kind to brag that i'll fail, to make people mad when i end up doing really well. u know right???

so when results were released on monday i bochup didnt bother waking up early to check my results like everyone else. crazy. it's like running towards a burning car. anyway so after hearing about a lot of people failing and well doing well too, i decided ah, huayshan it's time to face the music! checked my email(our results get sent to our uni emai) and i SCREAMED. i hollered JIMAAAAAAAAAAAA down the hallway but damnit she wasnt in and i needed to scream to someone so i called clara who had also done well so we screamed at each other. i got 77,51 and 66. for 3 modules.i know the 51 not very good but i passed! crazy eh i swear i dont know how i got those marks i keep checking my email, expecting an email saying oh there's been a mistake i actually got 50,44 and 33.

happy for me?? haha but things arent perfect la. i've been a bit sad about my ability to communicate with patients. i'm not very good at it i keep stoning and smiling like a dumbass. somehow i think its cause of the diff culture in a way but it still depresses me. may it get better in time!! okay off to poop. loveyaall.

HUG

shan