about hard work paying off.

from the moment i heard that i failed last year i've been worrying about whether i would make it through this year. The easter break was hell and I had and well.. have no life but it all paid off. I wish i had applied for intercalation now, had too little faith in myself but i'll try it out next year. i feel real good now cause i feel like i know how to work now, i know how much i need to study to get the results. all this is leading up to one thing......

I PASSED with colours!! (not flying colours, but with colours!!)

happiest day ever.

hard work does pay off. and failing once does not mean you can't succeed later on. it wasn't easy cause i failed papers at the beginning of this year and i felt so :( then cause i had tried but still failed but i kept going and now i've finally gotten my reward!!!!!!!! =) so KEEP TRYING your reward will come someday! hugs and love

huayshan

about me.

im just sitting here in my bed feeling relieved about not needing to wake up early tomorrow, and looking through old emails and msges(i like doing this when im bored) and it got me thinking. yes, again. i know. i think too much.

but anyway i read a couple of emails that i sent to people and i cant stop cringing, i've said and done so many things in the past that i regret! and i cant help wondering if things would have turned out differently if i had behaved differently.

been a depressing past few days, am scared shitless about next year and of course results day next week but lets not go there shall we.

this is supppeeeeer random but this girl who's.. not sure how many years older-she was a j2 when i was a sec1- anyway she got together with her boyfriend when i knew her, we were roommates and she's lovely, i love her, she used to get upset when the annoying housemistresses threatened to tell her parents abt him if they didnt break up but of course they never did, and now 8 years later they are going strong and are engaged and i couldnt be happier. i feel like hunting down that stupid housemistress and telling her this. she was such a bitch she really was. she confiscated my phone once cause i was msging during study time. never liked her since. heh. i hold a grudge.

gonna watch next! heard it was good. night world.

huayshan

about boredom and anxiety

i am bored and anxious. and tired.

first day at hospitals today and i was bored out of my mind, i cant even be bothered to talk about what we did cause it was so so boring, think stupid things like hunting for an atm machine and the nearest coffee shop. -_-

not looking forward to getting up early again tmr only to torture myself trying to stay awake the entire morning while i listen to boring men talk. :(

nothing exciting is set to happen over the next week so that sucks too. nyeh.

zzzzz

huayshan

about laughter and sunny times.

hello!!!!!!!!!!!! im back!!!!!!!!! this is me saying HELLO(ignore the plate in my hand) with my bigass smile!!
okay. what is this nonsense about my goreng pisang looking like TAUHU GORENG. OI! hahaahahhahaha anyway more baking pictures ahead before we lookie at the bath piccies =) why am i speaking likey a baby. um ok anyway..

my totally awesome blue icing on a delicious fairycake :)
the entire tray of awesome huayshan fairycakes..
VICTORIA SPONGE WITH PINK ICING :)) yes the cake was a bit squashed heh i didnt use enough cake dough and had too large a cake tin. but it was yummylicious!!

pretty righttt???

moving on to bath, i had a lovely time as always and I have funny tales. shall we do tales before pictures. yes we shall.

The tale of the BUSKER

so what happens is pria and i sit at our favourite area everyday for lunch/tea and nibble at the paninis or sandwiches we have (we save our tummies for dinner!) and we listen to buskers play the violin/sing/ play the guitar. so today we saw this new busker who plays the violin and at one point he suddenly stopped playing and answered his phone- pria and i took this time to wolf down our sandwiches and all of a sudden pria says 0.. 7..9..6..4.. etcetc and with a mouth full of mayonaise i give her a huh... look and she says, oh thats the busker's mobile number cause apparently he was screaming his number into his phone to the person on the line. and i got a brilliant idea.... two mins and 15 are you crazys from pria later, said busker received a text from my phone that read "awesome music dude. peace out bro!" HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHA and he rang me TWICE!!!! when my phone rang i panicked like crap and no i did not pick it up in case u were wondering. HAHAHA

intermission time.. some pictures:
me on a lion. to understand this picture, refer to the tale of the lions.
i want to wear this hat some time!!!!! somebody please get married soon and ill wear this to your wedding, THANKEW.
and also, somebody please make me your bridesmaid. THANKEW.

thats the roman baths behind us. ya we didnt go into the place. we just stood on the benches outside jumping, trying to catch a glimpse of the baths. pria and i walked into the roman baths place, saw the sign that said "11 pounds entry", turned to each other and frowned, and agreed that we would rather spend the money on a new top so we walked outside and started jumping. HAHA we're horrible tourists, i flippin' hate sightseeing!! holidays are for peace and relaxation not long queues and boredom!!

before this was taken this old dude made me guffaw in public cause he was walking hand in hand with his wife and when he saw this thing he let go off his wife's hand just nonchalantly walked up beside this thing and held its hand and asked his wife to take a picture of them HAHAHAHA i started laughing at him, being unable to control myself(as always) and when i went up to take this picture after, he yelled "excuuusssee me, you were laughing at me!!!" from across the street, which set me off again HAHAHAHAHAHA aw cute old men and their wives. warms my heart.

The tale of THE LIONS

pria and i got bored after awhile and we noticed that there were quite a few random lion statue things around the city- we were just like.. okay.. until we saw a sign that said there were a 100 lions around the city and that they were meant to be for fundraising so.... this set us off on another mission.. TO LOOK FOR AS MANY LIONS AS WE COULD. we found 16. pria has the bulk of the pictures but here are some of mine.

the lion is the king of the jungle(right..? not the tiger right?... hmm..) so im curtsying to it. geddit?? ya i know u dont and that im lame. hehe

this is me flying on the lion because its a SEA-lion! (its blue) im flying because i dont want to sink into the sea. yes i know i am very random, and i dont make sense. i know.. *nods*
this lion looks like the lion from the some cookie or biscuit brand in malaysian, does anyone know what im talking about? the red colour packet. hmm.

this is a pig. i dont know why there's a random pig but it's cute!!

The tale of the 12-BEDDED ROOM

we stayed in a youth hostel, with 6 double decker beds and pria took the lower bunk and i took the upper bunk. and it was a mixed dorm so we got all sorts of strange people staying with us. cutting a long story short, a few eventful things happened:

1) while i was taking a shower, poor pria had to listen to a long winded middle aged man(albeit a very very nice one i must say) go on about his children and divorce. pria's relief on my return was momentary though, cause i immediately climbed up into my bunk and started reading ( catcher in the rye, it is AMAZING, it provoked quite a bit of emotion in me) and for abt an hour i assumed it was just us 3 in the room, until i sneezed twice only to hear a random bless you coming from a supposedly empty corner of the room- i almost fell out of my bunk in terror and (oh speaking of terror i SO wanted to go for a ghost walk but pria is petrified of them!! i wanna go for one sometime!!!) and pria and the man stopped talking and we all looked for the source of my blessing HAHA which turned out to be a dodgy-looking french man hiding in his bunk. i gave pria the ??? look and we couldnt stop laughing about it at dinner.

2) there were 2 hot american guys bunking at one corner of the room. ya they're hot but at night the guy in the top bunk slept-talked and the even hotter guy on the bottom bunk snored the whole room awake. when we got back to the room the next day, three very annoyed people were sitting on their beds bitching. pria and i joined. if not for the earplugs the hostel placed on our beds(i reckon they get tons of snorers) i would probably have slapped the snorer and went "you think you handsome so you can snore IZZIT???" HAHAHAHA

3)lastly.. the man sleeping on the bunk next to pria's sleeps in his underwear which are like man-panties. he came in, nodded to me and smiled( i stayed up a bit later every night to read so i saw everyone come in) and then proceeded to take his pants off and get into bed. omg. i almost burst out laughing again.

okay enough rubbishing. food pictures, my fav!!!

creamy pasta with chicken and mushrooms
a scone with jam and butter
my fav!! monkfish pasta with creamy tomato sauce
yes liz i saw it and started screaming in excitement. AMAZING COOKIES.
my new favourite meal!!! jacket potato with coleslaw and baked beans and yes i polished that baby off, thankew very much!!! :)

i also did some shopping and got a tutu skirt thing and an awesome work pencil skirt that is extremely flattering :))

ok enough. hope that was entertaining hehe =) byeee!!!!

huayshan

about rushing

after a week of slacking and baking, things are really starting to pick up- had two formative exams today, one good one bad but they're not counted so WHO CARES, came back, told everyone what the qns were (cause the exam is spread over 4 days but i reckon they wont ask the same qns), went over the lower and upper limb with my housemate(cause ive become king of upper and lower limb thanks to my resit and vanessa) and yea!! i baked a victoria sponge a few days back *beams* pictures later on!!

also spoke to my stella-lala and heard multiple disturbing stories HAHAHA but its lovely to still be able to jabber away despite me not seeing/speaking to her for months *hugs my lala until her boobies flatten*

anyway just wanted to say im going to bath from tmr to friday with pria, just a mini us-time trip and then to london on sunday! and then next week will be lectures+hospitals and the week after that will be moving to new house+results (ARGGHH)

will have nice picture filled post after my return from bath (:

huayshan