the better part of my life....

Cause we all know blogs without pictures are unexciting........

So here's what I've been telling you about in the previous entries:

1)night out with jima and her friend from home, who had never been clubbing before and wanted to, and jima wanted to bring someone unintimidating (aka me) so we trotted along to a club on monday!

jimminy crocket and i(:

Then yesterday was halloweeeeeeennnn whoohoo so fun! i loved bouncing around in my wings. but i was dancing with someone who had fake blood all over him(shall see him further down..) and i now have pinkish wings WAILLLL!!

everyone else went ahead earlier, we went later cause shimei has an injured knee.behold the devil,witch,angel.

savini. not very close to her but we like to run after each other in school and say "will you be my friend?" and yes, i started it.

he-who-pinkified-my-wings.

AWWW and i saw my PRIA!!! was so happy!!! didnt leave her side till someone shoved me away meh. then lost her :( check out what jimminy crocket is doing in the background -_- she wouldnt stop!! i have shitload of pics with her doing her crazy scary face.

i love this picture cause i really look like an angelll((:

walking back to the house.....

jimminy crocket said this looked cute. she's nuts. anyway it was a good night even though i didnt expect it to be. long story but i thought there would be a little conflict btwn jima and shimei. but again, long story, stuff happened that made me and hopefully shimei realise that jima loves her despite her behaving a little oddly sometimes. she's a darling, loved her a bit more than usual today. good night too cause music was good and had good company=)

now before you judge me and think i have a good fun life, let me show you what i look like and well..do 90% of the time..

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA thats a pic of me with a mudmask on. couldnt resist. corrine, its the free mask we got at marina square!!

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:( when i got back i realised some idiot wounded my big toe. it was bleeding like crazy but i washed it before i took this picture. jimminy crocket rubbed antiseptic cream on it aw(:

thats all for now yes? night!

huayshan

my break so far..

today's tuesssday. day 2 or day 4 if you include the weekend, of my recess week. Things I've done:

1)Finished a report that was due yesterday. A. Waste. Of. Time.

2)Watchd The Beach! weird film but i like! i like random thriller-type films.

3) Went for badminton! left my track pants behind and when i was walking back everyone looked at me quizzically so I kept saying I left my pants behind which drew weird looks from them cause in this coldcold land pants=underwear, trousers=well.. pants.

4)Went out with Jima and her friend from school last night. Bumped into other medics so hung around in a big group. Fun but not AMAZING. Interesting though. Someone suddenly grabbed me and when I tried to wiggle my way out he gave me a firm kick in the tushy. I turned around and saw his friends looking at him, mouths wide open. I didn't know whether to laugh or be angry. Decided to laugh. Also got multiple kisses on the cheek awww but one by a complete stranger when I was trotting after my friends through the crowd. I know this is going to sound silly but I was dumbfounded and the only thing I could say was thank you HAHAHA! which made him lean in for another one that I managed to dodge and I sped off after in case i got another kick in the tushy.

5)thursday am going out again for a halloween party! i wouldnt go out if it weren't for the fact that i could dress up. theme's heaven and hell and i'm going to go as an angelll(: need to buy wings so exciting! will take lotsa pics then =)

6)till then have lotssssa work to do. take care all.

huayshan

p/s i just have to add this on.. im missing life in sg so much now. people here just arent like ppl back home and somehow no matter what i know that other than 1 or 2 people, i can never love ppl here as much as i love people back home. they're just not as awesome as you all :(

Touch Down Turn Around

Wow it's been ages since I've been back here!

Things have been looking up for me.

• We won our first match of the season! After months of trudging along and sorting out the different playing styles, we finally got our act together (though it took the first half for us to get warmed up). I felt like I've played a fun and wonderful match. I only hope that we can keep it up and achieve more. I think given time, we'll get there (: So proud of the team! And great mee taimak after! Delicious!
• Mids are finally over so I had a slight period of time to catch a breather. Too bad it was only a weekend for me to catch up on some sleep. It's now back to reality where deadlines and exams exist.
  
• Caught Julie and Julia last weekend. Must say it was a really good movie! Enjoyed looking at the food and I thought the parallel storylines were played out really well. Was a good movie. Watching Blue Mansion tonight. Seems like a really interesting cluedo like movie. I reckon it'd be not bad for a local film! It's Glen Goei after all!

Alright, the shower beckons. I crave ice cream so I'm off!

xx
MAR

RECESS WEEK!!!

yay its fri and i have the whole of next week off!!!!!!!!!
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eh-helllloo everyone! i am feeling chirpy and pleased.

....have lotza work.

but am feeling chirpy and pleased. off the top of my head.........

1)had AWESOME anatomy tutorials today and yesterday and today's tutor really inspired me to do more work than i'm required to so that i'll be better-dont know how to explain it but sometimes im so scared im not doing enough and once im out there working everyone else is going to be cleverer than me. i'm seriously very lazy and i do the bare minimal.

but i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeddddddddd anatomy, did my work so i understood, and the tutor is cute hehe, and i could answer questions, and i was in the same grp that i was in last week and i like grouping with them. and i got a well done from the cute tutor!!(:

2)i know this sounds odd but i think i was so much prettier in jc than i am now! maybe i'm just more sensitive and self-conscious now but i dont feel as pretty i'm afraid. not that i'm saying i'm pretty, judgemental bobos i'm just saying compared to last time.. less pretty.

3)ben and jerrys is having a buy one get one free offer! whoo 2 for 4 pounds. shiokness. after my last lec today(11-6pm with an hour break only!!) i headed straight to sainsburys to buy cookies and dougnuts. saw the icecream along the way, picked them up and i have satisfied my sweet tooth for now =)

righto then.. off to enjoy. tiredddd.....

huayshan

OUCHHHHH

hehe as requested (: my daily essentials, all in one spot.

my study table. nay, my watching-friends table.

i know i'm messy :(

my shoes lining the long narrow corridor.

my rice and soup!!!

i have the worst sore throat ever. i have come to the conclusion that the most painful thing that can happen to you is a sore throat. cause it bloody won't go away no matter what you do and you just have to wait for days for it to go away. and while waiting for that painful, painful sensation to go there's nothing you can do but put up with it! i feel like im swallowing needles! and it hurts when i yawn talk or just open my mouth =(

i made soup today though and it's so bloody awesome smelling! didn't taste as tasty as it smelt but still! i put tomatoes, chicken and cabbage in it. sound like i'm the old lady in the shoe feeding her kids right. but it smelt amazing!!! :)

school's alright, skipped my first lecture(for the year) today. THROAT SO PAINNNNNN i got a test on wed again and i have LOTS of work to do but in general, am quite happy. just my THROAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm usually quite immune to sickness must be the bloody weather. i got ill a week ago my T and B lymphocytes ought to have learnt how to deal with the germs by now!! urgh.

MMMMWAAAKK sigh i miss being in sg so much (:

huayshan!

im back im back!

hello!

am doing better now, am quite enjoying school in a weird way, ok i'm sorry for being such a drama queen but i quite like my tutorial group now *sheepish* not in a close close sort of way but they're all quite nice and we get on better as the days go by. shoreee for being whiny before.

hmm. been a fun week, LOVED GP as always, i love my group! we all took a cab there and back cause it's not as expensive as we thought it would be and we were tired of freezing our toes off waiting for buses. have a new tutor, dont like him as much as the old one but he's still a lovely man. had a good day there, lovelovelove gp days i cant express in words how much i love those days!! good company, good fun, good PURPOSE.

went shopping during my two hour break today and bought essentials:
1)black flats, left my old ones in the airport cause of overweight luggage URGHH
2)whitish grey cardigan, i wear my black one almost everyday and it's just unhygienic, and white-grey is as easy to match as black!
3)TINTED MOISTURIZER.

now on to tinted moisturizer heh. i swear im not a makeup buff but i've been hearing lots about it and i was so tempted to try it and i googled tinted moizturiser and apparently revlon has good ones so i got one from revlon(was on sale some more how not to buy??) it has moisturiser+sunblock+a wee bit foundation in it how cool is that =) will try it tmr!!

ok time to start moving my lazy ass.

bye!

huayshan

The life of a grumpy anti-social eating machine.

Hello! Miss me?Yessss...... i know i know *patpat*

Haha crappy. Here're some pics to brighten everyone's day. This is Liz's new hair!(for Liesel)Very cool! I want to do blue but i think it will be nicer if i have straight hair. one day one day.

Thanks for coming my dear liz and for your very sensible advice(= I'm feeling chirpier already, arh i'm just a silly oversensitive nehneh :( This is part of my bed and desk and the window sill. I actually made a video of me walking around my house but the file's too big to upload! NGEH! anyway i thought it looked quite artistic so here's a mini pic, more will come if you want to see?

And as always.. for my corrine and cherlyn and anyone else who doubts my awesomeness.. here're the products of my (burnt) wok :-

FRIED RICEEE with fried garlic and chilli that i brought from home.

STEAMED FISHHIESSSS

alrights.. lots of work to do, and housemates are stressing me out. they're all more hardworking and smarter NGEH!!

huayshan

I'm tired(mentally, not physically).

i've got lots of work. but it can't be, you say. if you've got time to blog you must be really free! but no that's a misconception many people have. because i am blogging when i am supposed to be working, i am not completing the work i ought to be completing and hence my work is piling up and ta da! back to point one: i've got lots of work. ....... depressing point no. 1.

i'm not unhappy unhappy but i'm not happy meh :( they've got us reading papers and doing groupwork every alternate week and it's like combining cucumbers with ketchup on a burger! two things i HATE put together! UGHH .......... depressing point no. 2.

i cannot express how much i hate being a social outcast when i never had to worry about socialising when i was in sg. it's that whole become disabled/born disabled argument all over again. i'ld rather have been a social outcast all my life so it doesn't feel so horrible now! .......... depressing point no.3.

ok i'm thinking about it now and i think the only thing ruining my life right now is my tutorial group. hahahahhaahaha funny how 15 people can get me down so badly. i have friends outside it enough to keep me chirpy and pleased but tutorials ughh....................

ok lah. stop whining. interesting stories time?

1) lizbeth is coming this thurs to save me(:
2) going to amsterdam for a bit in dec to visit an old hostel friend-rizka. have yet to book tix though meh.
3) now that i'm no longer in my old tutorial group they all want to be my friends. i'm not kidding. maybe it's something about classrooms that makes me un-befriendable.
4) oh badminton was fun =) me likey.
5) erica has season 1-10 of friends which is not helping any of our(me and other housies) progress with work.

that's all for now. bye now.

huayshan

ILL.

i'm sneezing as i write this. i am pissed off! bloody medics cough and sneeze during every lecture and before long i'm bound to get infected. happened last year and it happened this year again!!! i had an awful fever the whole of today and am feeling better now thank god. and now my housemates are coughing and sneezing, i think their fever will come tmr. ugh seriously i'm not exaggerating everyone seriously spreads germs to everyone!

on a happier note, i LOVED my kidney tutorial yesterday!!! i have really good tutors this year and i could actually answer questions! and i was stuck at a table with 3 guys which horrified me especially when this bulky hot guy in my group sat beside me but they were all very nice and easy to get along with so i enjoyed discussing the kidneys with them eee!! tutorial group isn't as horrifying as i thought it would be. let's hope it sticks!!

hope im well enough to go for badminton tmr!

*sneezes*

huayshan

Coffee is My New Drug

I'm seriously surviving on coffee everyday - I need it to:

• Stay awake in class
• Stay awake at night

Even so, the powers of caffeine can only take me thus far. At other times of the day, I'm dozing off anywhere possible - seminar room table, benches in school, car rides home. It's depressing yet it's reality.

I cannot wait for December to come - no more facing numbers or pages of readings.

Unfortunately, it's now back to the books and the comfort of my new Genius playlist, while there's only one thing on my mind:
MAR

rat-a-tat-tat.

still feeling very down. guess it's nothing time won't heal but i cant help dreading spending my birthday all by my lonesome and works not getting any easier, i'm getting worried about whether i'll make it to third year cause they've made things harder now and that's just not making my mood any better!

tutorial group isn't as bad as i thought it would be but it ain't very good either. let's see what happens tmr. i walk around school with a glum look on my face most days, i went for a social yesterday and i couldnt take it,left after an hour cause i was sick of smiling and talking, no SCREAMING in a high-pitched hyper voice.

going out with jima, shi-mei and a couple others tmr night so that ought to be fun. please. jima's only coming out cause of me(she says she can barely get me to go out so when i do go out she has to come awwww :) ). fri's some singaporean dinner which im only going to cause one of them promised to give me an iron that day. heh. and sun's badminton and a social after so that ought to be good fun too =)

im missing jima and pria very badly cause i hardly see them now. it's worse with pria cause she's not staying in the room beside mine heh. i've been running regularly for the past few days so that's great, i'm pleased with myself. still feeling fat and ugly though. uk has that effect on me.

you can tell i'm not in the best of moods, cant you. ugh i always go through this when i first come back from a holiday. it's mentally exhausting trying to cheer myself up.

why no sympathetic tags =(

huayshan