thankss

hello everybody! i wanna say a big THANKYOU to everybody who has been leaving the nice sweet tags. its nice to see nice messages haha. to deborah elise lina u guys rock lah really. sometimes i come to school with a black face sometimes i refuse to share my food sometimes i wander off without u guys but u guys are always there for me. really appreciate it. to mr nat i had no idea u read my blog but since ure so nice ill make an effort to be a better vending machine!ill go shopping soon! eh tip no.6, never be vulgar.haha!come to me for tips ANYTIME! LIEN AND KAT im missing u both. havent heard from kat for so long. hope ure doing ok in hockey and dance! to miss ruiyi i really have nothing to say. theres alot that i owe u and i really cannot express it in words. anyway ure welcome to my belts anytime.

odac overnight cycling was a good experience! it was rather painful at the groin and super tiring but fun,nevertheless. it was hilarious riding around like hooligans, crashing into random objects. and i really got to know the odac people a little more during this event. like, huihui and liwen. thanks to u both for the company! we had a good time with the huge cup of sugercane and sting ray hehh. and waihan really made me laugh like shit cause she's super funny! i was cycling rather haphazardly in the dark when i hear her bellow " jerome!you stupid idiot,don't you ever cut in front of me again, i swear ill really SLAPPP you!" mann,it was funny. it was also super funny when cher li kept bugging me about my bike gear,i really didn't feel a change! but watching him smack his forehead at our confusion was really amusing. ahh, it was a good way to spend the weekend.

kayak that day was fun too, esp when we went to the hawker centre for lunch. we wanted to order two servings of dessert but there was only one watermelon left, so the uncle generously whipped out a bowl that put all other bowls to shame and enthusiastically filled it up with watermelons,peaches,sea coconuts,jelly,ice,chendol and goodness knows what? he just flung everything he had into the bowl! the best part was watching zhi cong carry the bowl back. according to peiying, one guy went "woahh!" which made her erupt into another of her explosive laughters. then aroudn ten of us just stood around the table and GOBBLED everything up. we should do the same next week! haha.

okay i should end here. have to go do some homework,but sigh im lazy. i feel like slacking now, esp after kelvin told me he got 9 for the chem test- and he's one of those smart kind of ppl! i mean.. whats wrong with last min mugging. haha but blah nvm. ok i shall leave now. bye everybody! :)have a good long weekend.

pheww

wooowwww okay.. i think i really need to clear some stuff up here. a message to "lien" and "peiying". i have full trust in my friends and i know them well enough to know that they are true and sincere friends to me and that they will never in their wildest dreams say a word against me. even if they get pissed at me they'ld just whack me like what lien always did when i stole her food last year :p okay let's clear this mess. hello, and im really sorry if you think that way of me. frankly im usually quite sincere in my blog when i thank certain people. as in there are people that have helped me alot and isn't it only right to say thanks to them? as for the err bitch part aye..that's a bit too strong huh? hmmm i do admit that i can be a little irritating like whe daniel and rui yi just refuse to hurry up,ill leave them and go back myself with a resounding HMMPHH and a grouchy face. im real sorry i do have my mood swings. a whore with an unattractive figure? hmmmm well currently im a little too busy get myself attached let alone,ermm perform the duties of a whore, and im a little injured by the figure thing but that's ok, i guess kayak is making me a tad too bulky. sigh.. do u think i should quit? ok well i hope ive explained all that uve said.. and hey the next time u have such strong feelings against me feel free to come up to me and enlighten me. i know my character has its flaws and im trying to make myself a better girl. i would sincerely appreciate it if u do not misuse my friends' names cause ure not just hurting me ure hurting them. what u have is against me, not them. so let it out on me. well if ure a victorian, do come up to me and tell me all u feel. ill be happy to give u some time, though u have to let me dash to the canteen for a milo if u are gonna take some time. yeah? and im real sorry that u have such hatred for me, i mean it must be a horrible feeling to dislike someone so much. if u need someone to talk to abt this,u can come talk to me too. really, well one of the reasons why i wanna be a psychiatrist is cause i love reading into ppl's actions and thoughts and i love helping them. so do come up to me, im not being sarcastic. we can talk this out and hey, we may become friends. im sorry this is awful long i cant help feeling somewhat affected by the tags. this is the last time ill mention this on my blog.so please leave me alone if u dun wanna talk to me in person, okay?

lien haha i never for a moment believed u wrote those things. hey hope ure feeling better. aye see you during ure carnival.

well back to my life. i donated my blood ytd and it was a fab experience! never did it before and i felt so noble haha. well thanks to wan yun who went with me and clement who was constantly trying to distract me. hmmm so i skipepd kayak ytd and we all hung out at the igloo b4 going for dinner at parkway! had a fab time, i forgot what it was like to just hang out with my friends,have a good time,without being stressed abt my cca.

DEBORAH. i really hope u had a good bday. im sorry i did so little and overslept and didnt message u. i sincerely wish u a happy belated birthday and im so happy ure happy. u DESERVE it. and abt the tearing at true thing, haha dun worry its just nostalgia, probably. takecare and i had a fantastic time at the igloo playing the football thing and ps 2!! lets go again sometime! yes, it was fun having the class celebration ytd too:)

okay i have to get back to classes. takecare all and have a good week! monday is a holiday,spend it well!

lien and peiying

this is a special post for two people whom i hold close to my heart!

LIEN
heyyy you i haven't forgotten our friendship and i still am around for u to talk to or confide in if you need anything at all. i know we're far apart cause of our schools and hostels and with our own stuff but we'll catch up real soon i promise! hey ull feel better really. just occupy yourself okay? and takecare. :)

PEIYING
my sunshine my lover my air! ohman W is sooo lucky! haha hey you take care and ill see you around in trainings. hope i can help u out as much as uve been helping me yeah.. takecare:)

lien and peiying

yaynesss

hello!firstly thanks again to all those who tagged! lien,i cant wait to know what u wanna tell me! well! its been a long time since ive blogged so this will be long too. been a great weekend so far, i really let go and enjoyed it to the fullest! watched a whole season of the oc and hung out with my sec sch buddies, marianne and twins! i cant say how happy i was to see them all after so long. we all had a good talk and a good time:)

SCHOOL!has been good. odac is playing the angel mortal game and it has been making my days at school! the things they do really makes me hoot with laughter. esp the carrot incident man. haha and ive been spending more time in the odac room and i really like it there,it feels nice and cosy and homey. ahh. cant really bear to give it up.

welll had the chem test that day and it wasnt spectacular but i felt good at the end of it cause i know that i really tried to do well for it. well we'll see the results. and bio was pretty okay too. haha so thats alright. im kinda buried now though cause of my enjoyable weekend. eeppss better get my hw done after this.

well kayak has been a bit of a pain lately. my partner didnt come last wed so i had to paddle the T2 with jonathan which wa hell tiring and hell painful. yours truly has a squishy blister on her butt and another one on her palm. say it along with me man-ouchh. must be quite amusing for ppl to see me shoot up like a rocket sometimes after i sit in a wrong position in lectures or in the library.but jonathan was really nice during the whole thing and yess i hope he's feeling alot better.

ilovepeiying.note to her:u deserve to be loved! ure so perfect but i cant hate u or be jealous cause i love you so much!yeah lah ure the only person i know who whacks me and says "im pretty ok!"

odac pt next week. odacers seeing this-i bet u guys cant wait huhh!?hahaha honestly its gonna be hard on all of us but we'll get thru it. :)

well its been a good week with lots of fun and yes tense moments (during tests). so lets see what next week has to bring for me. takecare all..

mid week

today was speech day and that can only mean one thing: no lessons :) i decided not to skip school today cos i really wanted to support people like sasha, jo, char, sam, cat, adeline, soe, zw, stan etc. and i think everything turned out good :) although there were really some interesting happenings which i shan't dwell too much upon. yup. all in all, it was a rather.. different day.
the week's been pretty normal so far. training on monday was a bit better cos coach didn't scream as much.. yet training was as gross as ever! monday soon became mud-day. i swear i was so disgusting that i wanted to shoot myself. training again tmr. please don't rain!
at least i have the weekend to look forward to. i swear weekends are bliss! this week especially cos there's catching up to do :) and dance night to look forward to! think hot babes! haha. ok maybe that was wrong. i can't wait for friday to come! :) i'm pretty excited :)
alright, it's time to mug. damn i think i should have mugged with anabelly today instead of coming home and wasting my time away on the com. damn. i should not waste anymore time.. muggerland here i come! have a good week ahead!

i really miss..

i really miss:
















let's have another reunion please?
sorry this is just really random but the nostalgia's really getting to me. talking to huayshan yesterday just reminded me of all the good ol' times we've spent together in ij. fooling around, poking each other, complaining, endless talking... i really wish to go back to it all and never leave ij. i miss you guys lots. really.

again!

this will be very random. hi everybody. im currently reading my chem equilibrium notes. im currently worrying shit hell cause i havent even thought abt my pi. in fact i have no idea what a pi is. i mean i dunno how to go abt doing it. nvm. and i just drank cucumber orane apple juice and ate pumpkin porridge, courtesy of my dad :p ok thats all im gone. poof! i wanna eat cheese omelette and onion rings and milo with pearls on monday. anyone care to join? : )

am i just thinking too much?

long weekend!

it's the end of the week yet again! and this week's certainly been hectic and rough.
well, being the emcee didn't exactly go too well for me. firstly, the rehersals were long and draggy! although fun in a sense that i got to meet a lot of great people :) secondly, the mics were screwed up on that day, so i had to shout and i made a complete fool of myself in front of the whole lt. oh well. on the bright side, it was an experience that i'll probably get only once in a lifetime.
trainings have not been going well for me at all. yesterday's training was especially horrendous. i swear. i dropped so many balls and kept dumping in front of the men and not between men not to mention, my passing was pathetic. it was really nerve wrecking having coach constantly blasting into your ears. i feel super useless in the team! i really need to work on my passing and catching and basically everything. i really want to be a good team mate so i can't afford to let my lagging skills cause the whole team to falter. this is not good at all.
studies have been a killer too. everyone's been worrying about pw and their pi and i'm certainly no exception. it's really brain draining and tiring to constantly think about ways to improve pi. it sucks. honestly. and the work's been piling up like crazy! it's as though i'm drowning in my pile of work and i desperately want to swim up to the surface. roar. that's jc life folks. unending stress and work. i hope that it'll all get better soon.
the only uplifting part of the week that keeps me going is the friends i have in school. they really are a special bunch and i'm eternally grateful to them. for just being themselves, making me laugh, helping me in work to just listening to me. they're definitely wonderful. thanks guys :)
reading huayshan's post, made me realise how much i miss ij. i want to list out everything about it that i miss but my list would just be endless. i can't wait to catch up with chang, twins, huayshan and all the 4/2ers! i really really miss you guys a lot!
alright, i should go back to doing my work now. till next time, have a good weekend ahead! and not forgetting, a blessed one as well :)

nostalgia

hello everybody! WARNING: LONG POST AHEAD. i didn't go to school today and for sports day cause i felt pretty bad when i woke up this morning and last night. eh ppl im sick,didnt pon k. haha coughing up alot of phlegm and had some sharp pain in my head this morning. but after the medicine im feeling pretty good now. WELL! it's been a hectic week. let's start with odac/kayak.

ODAC/KAYAK
well i was training on monday when suddenly a teacher in charge of odac called my name and gave me the eyeball,before barking out in a tone of extreme disbelief, " you're in kayak too?" i really didn't know how to respond,so i hurriedly jabbed my thumb at poor innocent sara and said " her too! she's in kayak and odac too!" honestly i feel abit embarrased when ppl find out that im in both. i think it sorts of bring to mind some sort of confused creature who cannot decide between two ccas and therfore helplessly tries to juggle both. well,training on monday was bad. i felt really shagged. we had to sprint 5 times around the school. despite mr teo's constant protesting that one round was lest than 1 km, i am sorry to say that i do not believe him.i cannot remember where i heard it but someone told me before that one round is 1.2 km. ouchh! it was a horrible day alright. but as always i felt good after the training.
i have an odac initiation on sat,which im skipping kayak for. oh and yes last friday we newly selected odac freshmen were asked to carry out our first assgt-carrying chairs to the hall for the teacher-parent talk! it was horribly tiring and terrible but the odacers made it bearable. i love it that it's so easy to talk to everyone. thats one thing abt odac. it makes me happy. as for kayak,i love kayaking but the competitive factor in it can really turn me off sometimes. but ppl like EUNICE PEIYING(peiying is back!my peipei!) really make kayak bearable and wonderful to me. they're really good friends and i wanna do all i can to repay all that they have done for me. tho i pei's case i may have to spend all my life trying to repay her!

STUDIES
they're going fine i guess?not fantastic but alright. bio enzymes test that day was alright better than the proteins one cause i actually studied for it. haha chem test next week is driving me mad but i guess i have no choice but to cram for it. now im worrying about the thing im sure many ppl out there are worrying abt- project work PI!! haha but all said, although im worried abt the pile of work on my table, i think its alright. ill still survive:)

FRIENDS
hey you all out there im loving you guys! deb im feeling lost from you a lil. i guess its cause uve been busy with council and debate but talk to me! sometimes i feel that u prefer him and elise's him to me. but i still love u anyhows. really.
as for kayak,like i mentioned im loving the girls,all of them yes and CAROL i forgot to mention for totally being supportive and nice all e time.wish i could be of help to her when she's all stressed and tired out too. odacers, haha i cant wait to see what they have in store for us on sat.
class, congrats to CHENG WEI for being the president of the CT council! haha sorry for the many salutes but hey i think u deserve it. all e best! ure a good friend to have depsite ure extreme sentimentalities! and to my bestie,vanessa chong.doubt she'ld see this but thanks dearie for being so supportive all e time from afar. and for all e small notes. ill always keep u in mind dear! oh and maybe i should add a side note to my angel/mortal clement who has been very nice and supportive all this while in every thing,in my cca dilemma, my previous concerns abt staying in vj and getting into odac. doubt he'll see this either but thanks!

NOSTALGIA
i was at toa payoh last week making my new glasses when i suddenly realised how much i miss secondary school life. how i missed badminton trainings and how much i missed being in chij tp. i miss feeling secure with my friends,being retarded in class, pissing the twins off with my random noises,sleeping in class, turning around to annoy jalene and chang,i miss running around tp sports hall,i miss jasminedawnamanda, i miss going to my twinnies' house for sleepovers,i miss watching them cram for tests and whacking each other, i miss opening marianne's tupperware everyday and checking what bread her mom prepared for her,i miss eric tan and his corny lessons, (i miss roger!) i miss trainings, when we would all fool around during games,i miss our footwork,our drills, i miss how good it felt after training when we would all walk to the bus stop and i miss our holiday trainings,when jasmine and dawn and manda and i would hang around either eating or rubbishing. i miss bitching abt coach and discussing his girlfriend, i miss walking around ijtp and yelling HELLO to miss nicole teo, i miss smiling at mrs selvam,i miss sweating like buts during assembly,i miss my pets and al our talks and times together, i miss oldham hall, i miss my friska, i miss lien, i miss studying right in front of the study room window,i miss throwing random paper balls at the ppl studying at the study room, i miss pulling jillian's pajama pants down, i miss giggling over trashy novels with katlyn, i miss the dinners at oldham,where we would bet on the amount of helpings of dinner lien would take,i miss watching lien's expression when she realised we had stolen a portion of her food,i miss waiting for the dining hall aunty to go to the kitchen before i would sprint to the counter to steal an extra watermelon,i miss checking my reflection in the oldham lift mirror. i miss it all so much.somehow these are times that i can never forget. i miss everything and everybody that was a part of my sec school life!

ok its a really long entry,i wonder who made it thru reading this. if u see this, please tag so that ill know who actually bothers to read this. haha but nvm i just wanted to have it all out. well takecare all and have a good long weekend. :)

busy week!

hey all. it's been a while.
well, this week has been really busy and hectic! i realise that my uber busy pe and training schedule has finally taken it's toll on me. i'm always really tired and on top of that, i have to do homework and try mug. gosh. i pray that i'll be able to manage my time better starting from this week. i guess it's just the adapting jitters. i hope it'll all work out.
but friday was all good! went for confession in church with wyna, jo and val. it was really fun and meaningful. it was so heartwarming to see them still close even though they're in different classes. and i just felt so comfortable and happy with them! thanks guys :)
rugby sevens yesterday was fun shit! just spending time with the ruggers made my day despite the rain and the sleepiness. :) i shall upload the pics on friday.
alright i can't stay long. have to rush out pi and some homework.. catch you guys soon! have a great week ahead :)
btw, my phone's working! i can send and receive both messages and phone calls! yayness! you guys can now msg me again! yay! :)
hey huayshan! i can't wait for saturday :D see you then!

college comp

whee i like the college computers,they're so fast! anyway ill keep this short, hmmm kayak has been going alright so far, and odac hasn't done anything much yet so im not that busy. and i actually understood chem lectuer today with dragon lady so thats great. all is going pretty smooth now. hmmm ok i shall leave now. so short huh. bye all. i feel like eating cheese omelette with onion rings and milo. hee hee

HI DEB. irritating u sit beside me also wanna send me messages and tag. toot head! TOOOTT!! hehe but if u ever feel estranged from me or anything JUST TALK TO ME. dun keep it in! love!

boo

hello,actually i dont really have much to say here. hmmm haha marianne u spoilt ure phone! haha u have my bad luck too! anyway i hope it works fine soon. oh yeah i got into odac! haha i found out on saturday when they gave us this scary looking white envelope and yeap! im in! haha made me confused again,but i dun think i wanna give it up now. nor do i wanna give kayak up. i sense a heavy load coming on further on this year with kayak odac and studies but hey i dun care. as long as im having fun and my studies go alright ill do it. but if my grades show an alarming drop or sth ill definitely drop one cca. hmmmm jts is coming up this friday! actually i have two, one with blizzard,one with the asean scholars, but ill jsut go for the blizzard one! yea i really like all this jts-ing stuff cause i like the odac ppl. im disappointed thought that ppl i really liked,like my priscilla and eugene didnt get in. but i guess theres nth much to do abt that now. wish u guys the best! alright then. going to see my nj budddsss this fri!!! marianne and corrine!! cant wait to hug the boobies outta u guys man. haha alright i should leave now. ok bye everybody,have a good week ahead. its only monday!

bye enrichment week

well this week's been fun shit :) at least yesterday was, anyway
i had pet rocket and fencing on thursday. it wasn't a very good day. pet rocket was boring as expected but launching the rocket was pretty good. maybe cos we beat aaron and darren (even though they refuse to admit defeat). and our rocket was uber pretty! haha. fencing was worse than expected. firstly, the coach was so cocky and had a fake american accent that it annoyed me. secondly, HE STANK! lastly, fencing in itself is so boring. i wanted to cry. man i should have gone for yoga! but at least no ***?
yesterday was the best! arts appreciation was never this good! the dancing was fantastic! and the hot girl in white! i swear stella, stan and i were practically awe-struck and drooling! it was so much better than monday's! muay thai was even better! not only was it a good workout, it was great fun :)) i really thoroughly enjoyed myself with corrine, ruggers, stella, tiff and si jing! it was rocking good :)) i never knew boxing could be so much fun! and on top of that no ***! double bonus please! haha
i'm quite sad that enrichment week has come to an end. it means i'll have less time spent with stella, tiff, stan, justin, aaron, and s15 people. that sucks! cos i really enjoyed the week spent with them esp with stella, tiff and sasha! love you guys! rock on babes :)
so that was my enrichment week! pretty good i reckon :) well, it's back to studying mode and with pw starting, i think i'm gonna be one hellofa busy person. on a lighter note, nj has a new funky crest!










haha pretty neat eh? have no idea who did it but the whole school was talking about it and i got a kick out of it. oh well, i heard the police was called in too! my god. oh well, have fun guys! and have a great weekend :D btw, i'm using an old phone now so i can send and receive smses! :D