BABOOM

to babimbo. sorry lah. you were pretty once, but one day something went BABOOM, and you became ugly BABIMBO. okay lah. i give you 6/10. not bad already okay. i give myself 7/10. haha. bakabimbo beats babimbo!

okay,people. today's lesson is about love, yes love.

i was reading the open house handbook today out of boredom and i came across this quote which i feel is extremely applicable to me. it describes exactly the way i feel towards this particular thing. it goes like :
i never believed in love at first sight until i entered VJC.

yes, i've fallen in love:)

also, i was tutoring this 10-year old kid called agnes and at the end of the lesson she folded me this smushed-up-boat-wannabe with the words "i love huay shan" scribbled all over. say it with me, awwww shucks. i doubt she even remembers my name now, but i'm really happy that at that particular point in time she actually loved me enough to fold me that boat thing.

okay that's all for today. till next time, farewell.

hellohello

i miss school already :( eh ugly wanyun i miss you a bit leh. i dug up an old hp pouch VERY pretty i wanna show youuuu!! the cross-canoe combined training has been, bleah. 18 rounds circuit, 8km run.. seriously ah. siao. but ohwell, i think the girls team has been rather bonded lately..? the steamboat and all. :)

i think i'm such a dingdong for taking malay again. i seriously do.

i think my brother's such a dear. a disgusting one, but nonetheless such a dear.

i read somewhere that people who keep blogs are either
a)depressed, or
b)narcissistic

i think i belong to category b. YEAH i think i'm a very nice and interesting person, and i believe that it is my duty to entertain all of you with the chronicles of my life.

food for thought. when you want something what do you do? i think that i want something now, but i'm not sure if i should go for it. there's the fear of not getting it. there's also that fear of not liking it once i get it. there's also the fear of the depletion of the initial high once i get it. but if i don't go for it, there's the fear of regret. i think my biggest concern here would be the fear of rejection. hahaha i'm going round a mulberry bush here. round and round the mulberry bush.

farewell,friends of THE HUAY SHAN.

side note to katlyn and lien. sorry bout sat.

:)

here's to the people who have made my life in njc a fun and lively one! thanks for always being there and adding joy into the dull grey scene :) honestly, i don't know what i'd do without you guys. thank you :) i look forward to another great year to come! for now, happy holidays! :)

:)

but nevertheless, i still love my ij friends. you guys have definitely been my pillars of support too! love you guys to bits! thanks twinnies shan and chang. love you guys to a million tiny bits :)

pw!

pw sessions never fail to amuse me! i'm really glad i have this group because they're certainly a fun and lively bunch! they never fail to crack me up :) but still, we do get work done. so that's pretty amazing i'd say! :)
after a long droning day doing pw, it's time for us to have fun! and acting out killing scenes are always the best! hoho :) (of course, none of these are real)




me killing yh.. hee hee! using my very own parang!

laywang's infernal affairs scene. pretty realistic i say, but if only yh wasn't laughing..

we look pretty cool and tough with our parangs! this was one of the few shots which we didn't burst out laughing! hoho :) success!
but at the end of the day, we're still a happy pw group :)

thank you 092 for all the wonderful pw sessions we've had. though we did face difficulties in terms of our presentation, i'm glad we've come this far. i could never ask for a better pw group! you guys have made pw less boring for sure! it's the last week already so let's hang in there and i'm sure we'll make it somehow :) i look forward to our wonderful meal afterward! :) :)

picturesss!

well, here're the pictures from survivor and training! there're more but i'll post them some other time :)

before laser quest

love the team :)

fanastic team :)

soccer guys + our laser quest team!

thanks guys i really had lots of fun trying to find the voodoo doll and gun people down at the same time! :) and all the screaming! haha. thanks to belly and justin too! it wouldn't have been the same without you guys. to stella, haha! it was sooo much fun :) thanks to linus for being hilarious that night too! :)

we look tough with our gear! thanks girls for the fantastic fun i had in laserquest! and WE WON :) hee hee. the company was simply awesome! i look forward to more great times to come :) we will pull through trainings and competition together. thanks for always being supportive and a fun loving bunch! i really love you girls a lot :)

:)

i've been spending lots of time with friends these few days and it has really made me appreciate all of them even more. be they big small tall short, i really love and treasure every single one of them. i'm really blessed to have every single one of them. so friend, thank you so much! :) i'm a really happy hippo today!
had training today. i couldn't train my best due to the blasted blister on my heel. i really wish it to go away and never come back! thank heavens for bi's golden beng boots! or i'd just die on the field! but still, every training is important and i enjoy it all the same as i get to spend time with the ruggers :) i really love our team :) such fun loving people. i'm lucky to belong to sucha wonderful team :) thank you! ruggers are just so freaking wonderful!
special thanks to mu zee jen mao, who have been my constant pillars of support, crazy friends! i don't know what i'd do without you four. love you and look forward to more great times spent :) <3 color="#33ff33">last night's survivor was alright. turn out was quite bad but i must say a job well done for the councillors! really amazed at the amount of effort put in. went around with justin belly stella tiff linus and ruggers. had sooo much fun at the laserquest! haha screamed my way through and scared everyone off. yikes. but we beat the soccer guys! YES :) hee hee. it was all in the name of fun. it was absolute mayhem. i only wished it could've lasted longer! haha. it was fun nonetheless :) and the free food! :) :) :) haha! but seriously, the company was what made it worth while! thanks to all the people, ruggers, justin, belly, sasa, stella, linus, soccer guys for a great laser quest and a good night spent :)
had good thai food today too :) cost me quite a bit but oh well, once in a while. and on good food so i feel less guilty :) i still love magic wok nonetheless :) hee hee. aye. more food i hope! hee hee :) thanks justin and belly! :) i had fun! :)
alrighty, should go rest up now. i dieded. thanks again to all the friends out there. you are very much appreciated! :) take care all and have a wonderful weekend ahead! :) remember to watch the prestige! good stuff! :)
aye photos another time! stupid blogspot!

more peeekchures!

Thanks for all the fun times. i'm really truly thankful for everything that has happened and i couldn't have done it with you guys and all the friends out there. mugging sessions have really paid off. thank you so so so so much. :)
here's to more great/fantabulous times to come! :)
now it's back to pw, the bane of my life. oh poo. goodbye.

bushed

my thigh hurts,i haven't bathed and i feel BLAH. was really horrible at training today. i was guilty of every single mistake the coach pointed out. inconsistent sprints,non-standard push-ups,quality-lacking gym reps..okay i'm feeling unfit,grouchy,sleepy and unaccomplished now. :(

i was relieved to know that there is only a minute chance of my scholarship being placed on probation.nevertheless,my officer emphasized that i barely scraped through. ah, i was pretty pleased with bio and lit.not that i had fab grades for them but i managed to attain grades that i previously never thought possible.math was a lump of SAI.

ytd was the last official school day. i miss school,i miss coming to school and doing cuckoo things. i don't know,but this year was one of the most peaceful and happy years for me. though mundane, i really enjoyed this year.. i'm really sad it's over.i'm afraid of the upcoming year,afraid of the major exams and of canoeing.honestly, i'm petrified!let's just take things slowly i guess..

peekchures (:

i love our team :)

quite disappointed that training was cancelled but at least i managed to practice my 2 on 1 with bi and xp today :) so not that bad! and i've made i wee bit of improvement! trainings have been horribly tiring. 3 consecutive trainings have taken its toll on me. my back and knee are aching. i think i'm just unfit and i need to train and improve. stop the burning damn it! still, i will perservere. thank you team for all your words of encouragement. they mean a lot to me. let's train hard together and stay strong :) love you guys :) rest well and train hard next week! we will get through this together no matter what :)

thanks huayshan! your message made my day :)

stressed

right now, the things that are occupying the bulk of my time are just overwhelming. the feelings are ever so intense. i just want to get out of this nightmare. how i wish i could just shake this off as a horrible nightmare. but i can't. simply because, i'm stuck in it. thankfully, there're still the friends and family who are ever so supportive and caring :) that makes me feel much better. well, it's time i get back into this nightmare. goodbye world, hope you are having a better time.

right now, the best way to describe my mood:

roar

plenty

what a blast! :)

friday and saturday have been an absolute blast :) and i must say i enjoyed myself thoroughly.
friday night was spent catching up with my favourite 4 from ij :) spent the night at esplanade eating and just talking. i miss being able to pour out my soul to these 4 and listen to them do the same. it just made me realise how much i miss being part of their everyday lives. but as shan said, we are still close and there for each other even though we're miles apart. :) aww. but really, i thank god every day for having friends like them :) they were the ones that made ij life fun and enjoyable and yet, added meaning to my life all the same :) they were the ones who lifted me up when i was down and shared in my joy and i know they will be there for me just as i would for them. oh how i love them :) i'm glad we got to spend that night together, let's do it again some time soon! love you girls :)

yesterday was open day. although the turn out was not good due to the many open houses that was held yesterday, i must say and congratulate the council for a well-organised and great open day. i had a ball of a time yesterday. the morning started out with preparations and touch! oh i miss the game so much. but i think my skills are really rusty and i do need more exposure. i'm quite shocked and at the same time thankful that my stamina has not dropped by a lot :) went for road run with mao after that :) i love spending time with mao :) she makes me so inspired and i really admire her perserverence and determination! :) and my food buddy too! wow she makes me hungry but it also rekindled my interest in running since i've not run for god knows how long thanks to the bloody haze (shoot them dammit). i think running lets you think about a lot of things and also spend time with great buddies :) the turn out at the touch booth was not bad. a few girls expressed interest in touch but i think mao zee and i might have scared off a few :) hee hee. indian dance performance was rocking! i loved loved loved it :) great job tiff! and stan's band was ROCKING! i swear they're the best band ever! loved their version of a little less 16 candles and all these things that i've done! great job guys :) i'm glad they've decided to keep the band. they rock! :) we got to play touch with some j4 guys yesterday and i must say i dieded during the game. they might look messy but seriously, they're good! they're fast and great! exposure indeed. we really got high from that! mass dance and dao pok followed. team bonding i say! :) it was vivocity after that with jen mu zee and mao. i HATE that place. so many people you'd think the whole singapore was there! that place needs no more publicity! it made us so upset and being tired, we were in a bad mood. so we had to go all the bloody way back to ps to eat at the foodcourt. i was so hungry i ate 1 and a 1/2 bowls of rice plus a sundae after that. damn. not to mention the 10 plus cups of milo in the afternoon. yikes! but talking with them made me a happy girl once again! :) loved the time spent! love them :) they put the fun in rugby and i'm so thankful for them too! :) :) another time girls :)

i've had the time of my life

and i owe it all to you

so thank you chercorshanchang and ruggers and all other friends for making my weekend a fantabulous one!

have a good weekend everyone and rest well :)

halloo

it's surprising how one can be easily satisfied. well i can, at least. for me- two boxes of hawaiian pizza+one huge bottle of ice-cold pepsi on the table+one stack of csi dvds+nothing to do the next day+soft fluffy pillows+empty house= pure joy and happinness. that's what im up to this sat and sun,at my bro's place. im telling you when im chomping down slices of pizza and getting into the plot of the show, i'm on cloud nine. LOVE IT! and i have my bro's sherlock holmes book to read after im done with the csi too. oh wait i just remembered im supposed to be on a healthy diet cause of kayak. okay. ill eat something else-maybe spaghetti. ohwell.i cant wait for some me-time this sat. i miss spending time with huay shan:)

dead beat

oh my lord. i'm so dead beat today! gamesfest today was quite alright i guess. got dragged to play ultimate and goodness me! i never knew frisbee could be a competetive sport but oh well, it was an experience even though we didn't get top. and the feeling of smacking down a frisbee is quite funny too! haha. but most importantly, got to bond with the class (: and play touch again! ahh. my stamina's definitely dropped quite a bit. i was panting after playing a few minutes of fun touch already! but i must say i loved it :) can't wait to start training again tmr! :) :) i miss the team :)
bonding with the team on saturday too. haha what a laugh! it was so fun just hanging out with zee xp and shu jun. hee hee. all the silly billy things we've done. goodness! haha.. but fun nonetheless :) i guess the company is really what matters the most and i must say i'm so glad to have spent my saturday afternoon with them :)
oh my, i'm really dead beat right now. pw day tmr. i can't believe such a day even exists! how ridiculous! but i guess i have to go cos pw is about group work and i'd feel bad leaving my group to suffer alone. sigh. sacrifices for bloody pw. it better be worth it. bleah! alrighty, shall go surf the net now and rest up, i have a feeling i need it right now. poo. oh well, take care all and have a great post exam!

almost there

hallo! first off thanks for all the messages about luck for promos. i didn't see them before. i feel so warm and loved! KATLYN we have a date. im gonna dress up in my tightest miniskirt,tightest mini shirt,blackest mascara,highest hooker heels and flirt with you and lien all night long! Nah,you wish. haha! chang,hang in there let me get thru my agony then ill be there for you. HUIHUI let's have gossip session again sometime soon. DENNIS SAW you are crazy nuts and you know it please. OMG i know an actor!!!can i get your autograph when i next see you?elizabeth-im glad i know you. does that sound random?haha. lina and debo-JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE! and lina, thanks for all ure help during the promo period.debo,thanks for caring. corrine ho, you stupid donkey ure always special.pui, u tc too and dun stress:) pet me miss you too,yeah really.wanna catch up.. and yvonne, u haven't lost the habit of surprising me with sweet messages when i least expect it. stay sweet and keep in touch.

and marianne, thanks for remembering. ure message caught me at a really sad moment,and made me feel altogether happier.

honestly?bio and lit were my best papers. funny huh. i used to consider chem and math my "sure A" subjects. anyway it's over. i am disappointed,but i know i've worked hard,and i have nothing on my conscience. isn't that the way it should be?i guess i should work more on time management and i should have practiced more papers instead of doing the tys only.guys, don't be too down k.if u feel like me that is.

i think life is so much more interesting when things are funny. seriously, a lot of funny things have been happening lately. sometimes i just laugh like crazy and feel so good after. even the things i do. make me laugh. i was feeling really stressed a few days back and i asked my mom permission to quit studying and use my face to become a model. unfortunately she said ild get fired once i open my mouth. YA MEHHH... then i told my brother randomly that i loved the world and that i loved him. i don't know why, but i really loved the world at that point. then i started laughing once the message sent icon came out.like, really hysterical hyena-like sort of laughing. my poor roommates were staring at each other with that should-we-get-help look. then i was in the toilet answering a long call from nature,when i realised i had no tissue so i tried to stand on the toilet bowl to reach for toilet paper from the outside then i slipped and SWOOSHED my butt into the bowl. had some trouble climbing out. after which i just screamed at my roommate to fetch me the toilet paper. then the absurdity of the situation hit me again and i started hoho-ing merrily while being temporarily attached to the bowl. my roommates were talking real loudly before that but once my hohos came about,it brought about a still silence with it. ohwelll...

another thing that i found quite funny today- CHENG WEI wants to take H3 hokkien. i think he'll ace it man. all the best cheng wei!

ill be seeing lots of you soon i hope. takecare.

they say the eyes are a window to a person's soul.
but sometimes, windows need a good window cleaner.

happy birthday zee!

happy 17th zee!

hey zee hope you have a marvellous birthday! :) you've definitely been a fantabulous friend and i don't know what i'd do without you! hope you liked the surprise too? thanks for everything zee! you awesome girl :) take care, god bless and go have fun! :)

finally over!

it's over!
finally.
oh joy:)

went out with the usual people yesterday and i had a blast of a time :) went out with the class girls for a great subway lunch :) it was a pure girl's day out i say, cos the guys just had to go play soccer. evs. then met belly and justin for a movie and dinner at gelare. it's my first ever chinese movie! ha! i must say i was really confused halfway through. thank god for subtitles! the fighting was awesome! realistic and good. gory though. but what's a good fighting movie without the gore to add to the reality of it all? i guess that's just my sadistic mind speaking. gelare was good! :) i finally got down to eating it after much talk about it! all in all, it was a good good day :) :) i'm just so happy that i can finally become brain dead! :) thanks to the s12 girls, sasha, belly and justin for a wonderful day out :) and thanks to all who've helped me through the trying period of promos :)
alright, it's time to get ready, i've got a surprise! hee hee :) so exciting! finally gonna train too :)
sorry stella tiff for not being able to make it yesterday :( will make it up to you guys soon ok? take care you two! you two've been great :)
and to those who have yet to finish their promos, hang in there! the end is almost in sight! all the best to chang shan cher :) you guys are loved by me! :) take care all and have a great post exam!