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These few days have been pretty emotional.

This incident has made me realise how unpredictable life can be. Just last week, i saw mr loh ride off on his motorbike. Just last week, he opened the pe room for me to treat my wound. Yet, in the span of a week, he has passed away. Even though he didn't teach me, my short interaction with him was enough for me to know his personality. He was really kind hearted as he didn't hesitate to help me when i was injured. i thought it was really sweet of him. i think i speak for many when i say that this is a great loss to all of us. I'll definitely miss him. I hope he's in a better place now.

Besides that, we played our last touch rugby tournament as a team on saturday. Despite not having trained for the past 5 months, we miraculously managed to survive 12 gruelling matches under the scorching sun. i never felt so drained before. it was torturous yet fun. Funny how two seemingly contrasting emotions can fill you up at once. I'm really thankful that we emerged champions. i'm really glad our hard work during the matches paid off. like sam said, i'm really gonna miss the team, each and every member. what we've shared these 2 years will always hold a special place in my heart. rugby means everything but it wouldn't mean that much if it weren't for such a wonderful team. i heart touch rugby but i heart the team even more. love you guys. we better catch up often!

that aside, today marks the start of intensive mugging period for h3 economics. it was fun hanging out with the other 7. we really have to stick together on this one. i feel so scared. in 3 days, i'll be sitting for my last a level paper. i feel totally unprepared and stupid sitting in a class listening to intellectual exchanges. i pray that i can work some miracle this thursday. i'd better do something. dawn is right. we should get a h3 shirt for all of us saying: we're so screwed it's not funny. how apt.

alright, enough. i have to get my ass down for some hard core h3 economics and sat II. oh my mother cow. i'm so screwed.

marianne i was a bit disappointed that beowulf was kinda anime-like but ya i like seeing naked people jumping around killing ugly monsters. haha!

shit don't ever watch scary movies before sleeping. watched the exorcism of emily rose last night and i couldn't sleep in peace. i was so frightened i didn't dare to move and woke up with muscle ache! goodness but it's super scary lah.

anyhow i've been such a pig lately and i'm seriously getting scared when i find myself adopting habits that are usually associated with pink snorting creatures. rah i shall run later so that i actually move. goodness!

off to run. one of my last runs in east coast. sigh. all good things come to an end. what about all bad things ah? ok rubbish huayshan stop talking rubbish. rah i seriously feel like life is purposeless now!!

oh fie oh catastrophe oh disaster!

alevels are over!! the world has come to an end!

heh.

beowulf is funny. it's a comedy.

i was cooking just now and i spent half an hour trying to open a can of corned beef, i cut my finger while chopping onions and wah cow sai chopping onions is no joke i was weeping like shit! had to walk in and out of the kitchen to save my eyes. wanyun and ann siong are going for prom HOOOOOORAY!

back to lost. seriously man what am i GOING TO DO WITH MYSELFFFF!!

it's ending soon! and what am i doing here, you may ask? yes huay shan what are you doing here???? dunno larzzzzzzz. lit is not sth u can study for one night before the exam and eunice told me she watched fantastic four before the lit paper 1 (while i camped out in the study room) and eunice always gets better lit grades than me. so i shall do as eunice does.

i have made up my mind that singapore has brainwashed me to become a study machine. dont throw tomatoes at me but i'm kinda dreading this thurs, cause i know after two weeks of fun, i'm gonna itch for a test to mug for, a book to study. i have become a monster!

here's my share of teenage emo-ing.
i think everyone should pack up their bags and build a house on the east coast jetty and marry a bank manager who's willing to rob his bank to support his family. so we'll eat bbq-ed food every day and head over to macs or subway when we want a change of food. seriously. if auntie eunice is there she'll know what i mean. this may sound ridiculous but it's the only way i can express how i felt when i was running past the jetty. you just feel like climbing a coconut tree and devoting your entire life to sprouting poetry about the view of east coast from the above-mentioned coconut tree.nature on its own is beautiful and its beauty never fails to remind us that true meaning and beauty comes naturally and is not man made! pfffffttt i should get a nobel prize for supporting al gore's cause.

time for this little girlie to sleep!

ah haven't been here for very long but i have this sudden urge to blog. firstly everyone should check out saffyamanda.blogspot.com. the blogger is also a writer and if you want to borrow his books you can ask me! haha i worship the ground he walks on. if you need a laugh just go read one post you'll end up on the floor clutching your stomach within 5 minutes.

exams are this close to being over. this close. i end on the 22nd. am i the last? even the h3 people have their h3 papers before me. and yea it's bio mcq. -_- nvm got the whole class to suffer with me :D been thinking lately about what i'm going to do with myself after Alevels. i cant teach for nuts and i don't want to be a waitress is there any other job i can take up? cause i think i want to earn money. rah.

facebook is fun. i ate lina and nat and i fought about 7 vampires and 1 werewolf and 1 zombie today.

do you realise next thursday is the last time we're gonna wear our uniform?

i'm think i'm in love. yes with someone from vj. yes he's uber hot and can run faster than me,eats more than me, and is smarter than me by a gazillion times. rah. unreachable.

hee i'm kidding that was just to grab attention. if i can find someone that can make me type that post for real, i'll eat my toenails. though i already do that sometimes. heh!