update!

oh my! it's been really long since i've last updated! ok, for those interested, here's what's been going on:

went to sydney for a family reunion 2 weeks ago. it was awkward at first cos i've never met some of my family members before. but after the 1st day, things kicked off to a great start! i love all the first cousins!! haha inside joke. we went shopping, eating (!!) and watched movies till really late :) all in all, it was a fantastic trip! i'm so glad i went for it :) getting to know my cousins and uncles and aunts better was a good experience. i hope we'll have another family reunion soon! it's really exciting :) i guess at the end of the day, it's your family that gives you a sense of security and it's always good to be around family :) that's what i've learnt on this trip and i really miss everybody! esp. kaila! we should all keep in touch :)

Kaila :)

first cousins with our grandpa

first cousins again! :)


last week was really bad for me. been studying in school everyday just to get all the last minute studying done. it was pure torture! thank god for study buddies who made studying less boring and monotonous :) i love you guys :) we went on a study buddy outing to uncle ringos last week! i must say it was an absolute waste of my money. although x coaster was pretty hilarious! it wasn't worth $7.50 though! all thanks to bao! haha. but i must admit, the time spent with studybuddies was well worth the money :) thanks for the great de-stress session guys! :) and on top of that, we got free meesua :) :) now that's worth it :) [haha thanks stan]





so right now, the common tests have begun and the bulk of it is over. i swear i need to study harder. the papers have been killers and the topics i didn't really study for came out? bleah. oh well, physics tomorrow. i doubt it'll be any better! but heck. after tomorrow, it's time to let lose and go on eating sprees, movie marathons and hopefully training! :) of course, there's still h3 but for now, heck! haha.





oh well, shall get back to studying with the company of bon jovi, enrique iglesis, boys like girls and more :) i'm so glad for music. what'd i do without it? it's really something i can't live without :) take care all and all the best for the cts! big love!





p.s: i really miss training. can we resume training asap, please? :)

this is dedicated to any stressed victorian. may this inspire you. if not, may it make you laugh your worries away.

(due to the wondeful response i've gotten about my first rap i shall,like kat said, attempt to carve a career out of raping,i mean rapping.)

yo,yo,yo, SUUUUPPPP BRUDDERS OF VICTORIAAAA
june break's back in town
and there're more muggers to be found
there's something evil going on in the staff room(staff room)
what stays underground
keeping victorians safe and sound
are the text books and the pens
if something evil's coming round they should be frightened(frightened)
cause we victorians are back in town
R school, HC school all we'll own
don't be scared please stop the stressing
there's ass that needs kicking
school's about studying but there's so much awaiting us
once we're done with the papers
we can wet random people and kill fish simultaneously
we can run around everywhere and do yo vjc
i love ya'all so for me, stay alive and kicking
and i promise i'll stop the rapping

(i confess that i took some material from busted's thunderbirds are go,which is btw a hot song.)

MWAAA!

i am bored so i shall write my first rap. please let me know what you think of it.

-funny noises made my my mouth and large quantities of saliva-
yo yo yo SUP--
i am a girl with long black hair
slim,not tubby like a teddy bear
i have big feet,bigger than my hands
that's why i sink when i stand in the sand
on each side of my head i have an ear
if you have more than two don't come near
then there's my nice hairless legs
as smooth and white as eggs
a few scars here and there
but still,people like to stare
oh i also have a baby
you can carry her, she isn't very heavy
her name is yuen mei hwa
and she has no papa
yea,yea, break it down now
if ya look at mah thumbs (yeah look at her thumbs,bro)
you'll see them lumps(look at them lumps,bro)
you call it a mole(call it a mole, bro)
it's as round as a bowl(yeah a bowl, bro)
BOOMBOOMBOOM

good?

elizabeth is crazy. she thinks too much about food. oh but i have something in common with her-ants in the room!

the ants have been pissing me off for a very long time, it's definitely not that i am dirty cause i am an extremely hygenic, clean, and neat girl.i've cleaned my room countless times, and tried to hunt down the blardy ant nest but i can't find anything so far. yesterday was the last straw cause i found a couple of hungry ants struggling(vainly) to get into the box of lovely honeycomb that stella brought back all the way from indo for me. those stupid ants could have gotten away eating my biscuits or drinking the remainder of my water but the minute i saw them crowding around the precious cake, i marched to the office and returned to my room, armed with insect spray. damn shiok, i sprayed everywhere man, treated the thing as some sort of air freshener. i killed the ants then i sprayed their dead bodies mwaahahha. i think i'm quite sadistic:( i know i'll be punished someday for my cruelty but i can't help it lah, they touched my honeycomb.

top five things i do to kill ants:
1)smash them with my pinky
2)let them swim in a small thimble filled with nail polish remover
3)use insect spray lor duh
4)hack them into half with my ruler
5)pick them up and fling them out of my window

hehe okie lights out buuyyee!

i was in a violent vulgar impulsive mood yesterday and i think it's best if less eyes sweep though the equally impulsive post yesterday:D wheeeee heeheehee.

i am bored so i shall talk about my favourite topic. food!

i think the kfc meal is simply irresistable! two succulent chunks of chicken breast with crispy skin and mashed potato and thirst-quenching pepsi and cheese fries that melt in your mouth(without horrible spring onions of course). yummmy! don't you realise everyone in kfc looks happy? now you know why!

sometimes i wish i had ten thousand dollars thrust into my hands by an eccentric millionare. i'll buy two pizzas(=4 buy 1 free 1!) for my class and i'll go on an eating rampage everyday for a month then use the remainder for liposuction cause i can't be bothered to exercise. then i'll use the leftover from the remainder to buy a louise vuitton bag. wanna see what's so great about it.

another dream would be that one day some acting agency will offer me a lifetime contract to do the makan places lost and found with the hot channel 8 actor i think his name is zhan yaodong, and yea they'll ship us overseas too to taste the food. and i will no longer need to hear the word MUG for the rest of my life!

DREAM ONNN.. i hate myself when i slack. sigh tmr shall study lor. haiiyah.

been thinking a bit and i kind of miss my year one life. odac was super super fun, omg i remember running back in the rain, kissing dennis, night cycling, sleeping unglam-ly at the bedok jetty, OLC, how i wanted to drown myself during the kayak expedition, the angel-mortal game and how brian disliked, and well i think still dislikes me heh ok partly my fault, and ah. kayak. our buffet after the comp, how me and eunice trained secretively ourselves, the crazy no of push ups when UH-HUM came late, how we would all curse outside kallang gym :p, circuits, our lunches at bedok interchange, eunice,sharon,chinghui,puiyee,ruiyi,if ure there, rmb when me and ruiyi collided into eunice and sharon's boat(at the launching area) and they capsized and bumped into puiyee and chinghui who then capsized? funnnnyyyy:) and remember the duathalon? how pissed i was when nobody but sharon helped me to wear my shoes but how i melted when i ran back and everyone was cheering:))) remember how leonard would do an after cheer by himself and everybody would stone? remember how peiying made us remain in push up position while waiting for everyone to complete the run, then we were all squealing cause the soccer guys could totally see everything?remember jon ang talking to (zhou ba) and bathing his boat?miss those days kinda. :)))))

end of the week

this week has been good! rather busy though!

managed to catch shrek 3 this week. i thought it wasn't as good as the first 2 installments. It seems like this was made for the sake of making a 3rd movie. Sure, there were funny moments but there's no magic, if you know what i mean. though i must admit pinochio is hilarious!! :) especially with his little speech. heh!

been studying in school lately. i think it's been pretty productive. thanks to my mugging buddies mu, mao, jen and zee :) thanks guys for the wonderful times spent together :) it's been great spending time with you guys and doing all the silly things together :) haha! like pranking bao? haha! hilarious :) so thanks a lot! i don't think i'll be productive if i didn't study with you guys :)

oh yes, we had team lunch at balcony on monday too :) it was really fun! :) :) and the food was pretty good too! quite worth it might i add :) the swings were really fun! haha :) happy birthday nat and xp! hope you guys liked the presents we picked out for you! :)

managed to catch street fest too! i thought queenie's performance was superb! :) too bad the stage was too small so they looked really cramped in that tiny space. yes, stan, your performance was good too :) although pretty disturbing? haha! great seeing you anyway!

also watched the junior's match :) it was good! they won everything :) i thought it was a good accomplishment because they played against strong teams. looking at them play made me feel sad because i wasn't on the field playing :( i'm sure all the seniors felt the same way too! i really hope we can resume training soon! i miss it plenty :( and anyway, i think the juniors are a great bunch with plenty of potential. they're fast and i can see the desire in them to win every ball and not to let people through their defence. their team dynamics are good too :) i'm really so proud of them for coming this far. i think if they keep up the good work and keep improving, they'll achieve great things :) that's really heart warming! :)

but the highlight of the week was catching up with chang :) thank you so much girl! thanks for listening to my ranting and the looooonnggg walk from esplanade to cine :) i really enjoy spending time with you and i'm glad we got the chance to talk everything out. i know that i feel much better now :) i hope you do to! haha still pretty disturbed by the german guy? haha! he was really freaky! showing us pictures of his trip and all. yikes. thank god we managed to ditch him aye? :) anyway, catch up soon and take care!! :)

alright, that was my hectic week! i thought today's study session with mu was really productive! i need more of such sessions. too bad this week won't be productive :/ aye, i'm pretty excited about my trip! can't wait to catch up with all my cousins whom i haven't seen in ages! i can't wait for tomorrow's dinner! mark's cooking! so i expect it to be good! haha :) vietnamese food on sunday! shiok :) can't wait! :) alright, leaving in about an hour's time. see you guys! :)

:))))

mama huay shan has a lesson to teach.

if you feel like you're in pain (mentally that is), take it, resist all temptation to take the easy way out and the pain will pass, oh YES it will! and the feeling after is ever so much better than the feeling you would have felt if you had taken the easy way out. for me, my biggest problem would be my inability to stop sleeping, i tell you i'll give anything to be sleeping beauty please, i can sleep for years and when i wake up some hot prince will marry me, but anyway, yes this morning i withstood my agony, i fought mr foo's zzzZZZ monster and i CONQUERED! of course for the first two hours, i felt so horrible i probably would have welcomed an axe murderer to help end it all but i waggled my finger at my blanket and said 'noooo i will not succumb to temptation' and wheee i'm great i'm wonderful! the tiredness wore out after about one+ hours.

YAYY from now on i have more hours to spend, alive, on planet earth!

boo

hello it's meee.

i set my alarm for 8.30 am today cause i wanted to reach the library as soon as it opened but i ended up waking up at 9.21 but heyy i still managed to reach the library on time! give the credit to my active legs and lack of vanity(during studying periods that is) i ended up going to the library in my pajamas cause i couldn't be bothered to open my cupboard. weird la it's like once i'm worried abt my studies nth else really matters already.

haha i'm quite looking forward to this friday, thanks to fred who organised it, it's fred right? yes wah ehhh don't you love our class lah we're so happening!! oh oh wanyun and deborah, thanks to lina, i kinda like girlfriend now!

i spent half an hour feeling depressed today when i suddenly saw that my ipod earphones have tiny brown specks in them. i think it's cause of my sweat when i jog, i do feel occasional trickles of sweat finding their way into my ear and GASP they infected my babbbbyy! i wonder if apple sells earphones on its own? and im pissed cause the little white space that shows when u flip the hold button has a speck of dirt on it and i cant get it out cause it's so so freaking small! GAH i think i'll make a good housewife, i have a soft spot for cleaniness whee!

ok off to eat my daily tuna sandwich. bye!

a closure

last wednesday was by far the most emotional day of my life this year.

I can clearly remember the butterflies i felt in my stomach before i stepped onto the field. i was so so nervous. but i knew, i couldn't let my anxiety nor fear get the better of me. Although we got off to a slow start, we improved as the matches went by. i thought we had achieved the best results so far in this competition. :) i really feel so proud to be part of the NJC touch rugby team. our attack may have not been top notch, but our defence certainly was! i could feel that we moved as a team, everyone had each other's back covered. when someone broke through, all of us chased to support. we had fantastic team dynamics! i really felt as though we moved with the string holding us together :) that made me ever so proud! i thought we played many intense matches and i'm glad we didn't crack under the pressure! instead, we held our cool and made it all the way to the cup finals! :) our best achievement so far :) it was so heartwarming. to be honest, i felt that we had won the minute we won the cup semis! :) i'm so glad to have shared this experience with the touch rugby team :) even though we lost the cup finals, we did put up a good fight. we held them to a draw till extra time. but no worries, i'm still so proud of the team cos we played with our hearts and souls and passion! it's the best anyone could've asked for :)

to the seniors (including bubu)

where do i begin? thank you so much for being the lovable, caring, supportive, inspiring and encouraging all the way! your spirits really kept me going the whole time. it's been one helluva roller coaster ride. but hey, we emerged alive and kicking but i couldn't have done it without you guys. you guys have made me so proud especially on wednesday :) thank you so much! we did it as a team :) and that's what really matters. thank you! :) by the way, shuj! you da bomb! haha thanks for being an inspiring and encouraging captain :) you did a great job and we love you! i love all of you guys la :) heehee

now that trainings are no longer regular, i'm really sad. i feel a sense of emptiness within me. let's train together soon yep? touch rugby means so much to me and now, it's beginning to hit me. rugby is life.

haha! some after match fun! :)

p.s: i do not appreciate people who diss their teammates. excuse me, but please look at yourself in the mirror before criticizing others. you are NOTHING without your teammates. you are each an equal part of the team, you do things as a team and not as an individual. please correct your attitude before trying to correct others' mistakes. in order to make the team, you work hard. i learnt that. so should you. please wake up your idea and stop treating trainings as though they were holidays if you want to make the team. and please, stop your whining! i'm your senior for god's sake, i hope you can respect that. i'm sorry miss, you're way out of line. please reflect and i hope you wake up your idea pronoto. if you can't, just don't speak.